One night in the Spring of 2005 as I lay in bed asleep, or on the sweet edge of sleep, something slipped into my body awakening me. (Think of baseball when a runner slides into a base. It was like my body was a sack and something slid into it.) Whatever it was, the rush of it wakened me immediately. I was conscious enough to realize that I could not move, although I could think a little. I remember knowing it was Them, but thinking very much was impossible, as though if I thought very much it would toss them out, like a horse bucking off its rider, and in the gentlest, kindest way, that was not an option.
This energy eventually conveyed to me that they wished to be called Higgins. Higgins spent thirteen years coaching me in what they called the Wisdom Phase. While I was welcome to share during this time, and did share, they maintained that the Wisdom Phase was to help me learn to carry their energy. They were preparing me for the eventual arrival of the Knowledge Phase, the Knowledge Phase being the reason for our connection.
Higgins left in 2008 after thirteen years. At that time, they said they would be back in a few months. They did connect with me in my sleep after that, but it wasn’t until this time last year, 2021, that I felt they might be on their way back to work with me and through me again in a more overt way.
Last spring, when Russia invaded Ukraine, we did complete a series of meditations for Ukraine, via Zoom. At the end of the series Higgins said they would do some data collection. After that, we would begin the Knowledge Phase in earnest. During this time, they also changed the spelling of their name to Higg(in)s. My understanding is that this reflects that the power of the Universe is embedded in us, rather than being an external source.
Recently, it seems as though there is movement on their part. Perhaps we will be working together again soon? I’m hoping so.