Update on Higgins

Four days ago I posted My Pretend Life. Four days ago, Higgins wasn’t ‘back’ yet. (They disagree. They say that they were only gone for a few months but the work they were doing with me was so subtle and discrete that I didn’t notice. Okay. Fine. The result was the same, I couldn’t access them the way I was accustomed to.)

Months ago, I began to notice that I was getting some kind of communication from them. I had blocks of thought and new ideas suddenly fill my mind. Sometimes, I could have little conversations with them but they were clearly not ready to begin. It felt like they were warming up, practicing maybe. But guess what? The next day after posting My Pretend Life they came to me and literally offered to sit with me and ‘talk’. Finally, after three long years, they are ready to start the knowledge phase.

Higgins ‘asked’ where I wanted to begin. Naturally, I asked the question I have asked a hundred times with no clear response: What does knowledge mean to them? What is the knowledge phase about? They answered! I posted that response on the 14th. It is entitled Reconnecting With Higgins.

I’m fairly certain that these past two weeks I’ve been off work have relaxed me to the point they could reach me. Or maybe I just had the time to give them the access they needed. Or both. Either way, the result is the same: Higgins is back.

Higgins has been very clear from the beginning that the knowledge phase is what they are here to share. I am pleased to say I think they/we are ready to begin sharing again. Thank you all for participating in this peculiar journey.

Cheryl Jensen, October 17, 2021

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Reconnecting with Higgins

Higgins is gently coming back. Recently they ‘said’ it is time to Start the Asking. This morning I awakened early and my arm twitched in that way that it does when they are starting to come in. It took a few minutes to waken enough to get out of bed but eventually I made my way to a comfortable chair in the living room. Higgins and I had a very pleasant ‘conversation’.

They asked where I wanted to begin. That’s easy: I want to know the difference between Wisdom and Knowledge. Higgins has stated from the very beginning that the first phase was the Wisdom Phase. While the Wisdom Phase is important, it was provided for my edification. I needed that information to elevate my energetic offering which is a vibrational frequency. We all emit a vibrational frequency and via this frequency we communicate with the Universe around us. This frequency acts in us much like a magnet. Based on the frequency we emit, we attract and repel. We attract things towards us that are similar in frequency and repel those things that are dissimilar in frequency.

Higgins needed me to apply this wisdom in order to raise my frequency. They are a much higher frequency and it would make it easier for them to reach me. Early on they told me to keep the wisdom to myself or to share it. That decision was up to me. But Phase Two, the Knowledge Phase, is the reason for their connection with me. The knowledge they impart is what I am here to share. How I do that is up to me.

Even though I have asked many, many times through the years it is only recently that I have begun to understand what ‘knowledge’ means to them. The following is the essence of what they shared this morning.

Knowledge is more than information. It is the mastery of practical application of the wisdom teachings. Mastery has very broad meaning. One becomes aware of their interaction with the Universe and consistently practices intentional interaction which is, in fact, a request. The Universe responds to all requests. One cannot stop asking and the Universe does not stop responding. The goal is to be completely aware of one’s ‘conversation’ with the Universe and what one is ‘asking’ for. When one receives a physical manifestation of their ‘request’, one who has knowledge will be aware that this is a return of their request.

I’m going to use an analogy from Wallace Wattle’s book, The Science of Getting Rich. Many years ago people sewed clothes by hand. In their desire to make production of clothing easier, their vibrational frequency ‘asked’ the Universe for something to make stitching clothes together easier. The Universe always says yes. When the ‘asking’ became powerful enough, someone was inspired to create a machine to make stitching clothes easier. The sewing machine was developed, produced and subsequently made available to the many.

Higgins made it clear that understanding the process of Universal response is an important part of knowledge. Knowledge encompasses all the human learning that comes along with answering a request.

Yesterday, William Shatner flew through our atmosphere into space. Whether he was overtly aware of it or not, he began ‘asking’ for that many, many years ago. The Universe said yes. And all the the steps between then and now, including the development and success of Amazon which financed his adventure, and the advances in rocket technology that carried him beyond our atmosphere, all of these things were required to make it possible for him to fly into space. It may take years and years for all the steps to align, but the Universe always says yes. As long as you continue to present an energetic frequency in harmony with your ‘asking’, you will receive it.

Knowledge is the asking, the receiving and all the things humans learn along the way such as advances in machining or advances in mathematics.

Knowledge is enlightenment.

These words are weak in comparison to the visions they showed me to explain the difference between wisdom and knowledge. I wish you could be in my head with me when they ‘say’ these things. Then you too would feel happy and secure, knowing that all things are working out just as they should.

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My Pretend Life

Higgins is gently reentering my life. I know so when I awaken feeling that delicious dense tingly feeling coursing through my body. I know so when I sit to meditate and a heavy weight settles into me and my head moves in big love circles. Maybe most convincingly for me is the wonderful sudden knowings that come to me.

Most recently, I suddenly realized why it seems to take so long for some of us to realize our desires. They ‘described’ it to me like this:

You are at point A. Point A is the starting point, the place you do not want to be. You day dream about being in Z. Z is the place you really, really want to be. You know with all your heart that Z is right for you and you want, want, want it! But you don’t have it. You’ve been wishing for Z forever and you still don’t have it.

The reason you don’t have it is you did not take all the necessary steps to get to Z. You keep trying to skip B, C, D…. and so on.

What you must do to achieve your dreams is make where you are just a little more like Z would be if you were already at Z. When you make that first tentative step, you arrive at B. Then you do that repeatedly until you arrive at Z. We know that B looks very similar to A but you must conscientiously notice how B is improved from A, and C is improved from B.

You cannot skip B through Y and expect to arrive at Z. It will not happen in this realm. Sometimes, you can slide from A to Z very quickly, but you cannot skip those steps. It defies Law.

In the past, Higgins has said imagine yourself being where you want to be and make statements about having those things I desire. Higgins has given me a new game to play that alleviates the doubt that comes with making a statement about having something I don’t yet have. They ask me to pretend that I have what I want.

I’m not sure why ‘pretend’ is so different in my mind from ‘imagine’ but it is. I pretend that I am having a perfect day. I pretend that everything I want in life is already in place, and completely ignore everything that shows me otherwise.

This is day three and some lovely things have happened. Perhaps they are R things or S things but they are not A things and I am enjoying pretending to be at Z. It is definitely worth trying.

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June 20, 2021 9 PM

I sat again just now to meditate and Higgins is surely back. It feels like a transition but just the same I think they are with me again. They ‘said’ they only were gone 3 or 4 months but just now are coming to me in the palpable way that I am familiar with.

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June 20, 2021

I awakened before dawn, so I got up and took a blanket outside to meditate with the birds and the sunrise. The birds chirped merrily as the sky lightened in the east. The light began to show as negative space through the branches of the towering evergreen trees in the neighboring yards.

I will swear that Higgins was back and coaching me again. It was different but gently definite. They moved my head a little and then thought to me, like sending me inspired thoughts but in a conversational tone.

They covered things like time. Time exists without space, but we need space (or some kind of marker) for us to assimilate that time is passing. Our minds do not have the capacity to understand time as it truly is.

Another way of phrasing that is to say: To conceptualize time we need space or some other marker.

They also ‘said’: Remember the palace in Turkey where all the floors are the same? It was built like that so if an enemy got inside perhaps they would get confused on where they were within the building and not be able to complete their mission, or perhaps not be able to find their way out.

Higgins continued: When we open our eyes we see a ‘room’ and we sometimes get confused thinking the ‘room’ (think of a ‘room’ as a situation) we are in as reality, as the right or only ‘room’ we can be in. Instead, reality is altered by our frequency. If we change our frequency we alter the ‘room’ (situation).

A very nice way to do this is depicted in Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade when Indiana’s father sits down to let the solution come to him, or ponders a situation over a nice cup of tea. That is what you should do to alter the ‘room’ (situation) you are in, if it needs altering.

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I admit it. I bit off more than I was able to chew the first half of this year. There are many things I have accomplished since December that I feel good about. I’m choosing to focus on those things I did well…like recover from having almost no work at all last year, like learning not one but two new jobs, like helping with the vaccine clinic in the early stages of the vaccination effort in my community. I shall let all the things I didn’t do, which are many, pass into a wisp of fairy dust which I shall imagine raining down on me like potent fairy dust fertilizer, and I shall begin again.

It is, in my opinion, always easiest to get started when one has good news, and I have good news. Higgins is back. Of course they say they’ve been back a long time, just not in the overt way that I am used to. As my life settles down and time opens to return to writing I shall post about their return, as well as continue sharing about their original arrival in 2005.

Bright blessings to each of you.


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Out of Body Experience?

Yesterday, on my way to Seattle, I was merging on the freeway (the Boeing freeway that connects with I-5) and a young guy in a big black SUV zooms up on the outside and cuts in front of me. I was really irritated for a moment. Then a funny thing happened. I had a brief flash where I was in his car at the point when he cut in front of me. He couldn’t get over because the car behind was too close so he had to zoom ahead to get safely on the freeway. I realize he is just an average joe trying to get along just like the rest of us.

Now here’s the dilemma, did I imagine that or did it happen?

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Confetti and Streamers

This entry is highly edited to get down to the nuts and bolts…

January 19, 2005 at 0140

I asked God to “come live in me, to live in every cell”….and help me in every action.

The weather has warmed up overnight but I have my winter bed layers on. I woke up hot and my first thought was, “Well, what’s God’s response?” and all these streamers and confetti poured into my mind. I couldn’t read the few words–the impression was ‘Halleluja’ and ‘Hurray’–but the streamers and confetti were clear.

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This is from January 18, 2005. It must have impressed me for some reason because I wrote it down twice, in two different locations:

First version:

This morning I woke up and immediately words floated into my mind. again, they weren’t very clear but DEMMONS (sic) and GNINNUR (scrolling right to left)

(Note: RUNNING would have been visible to someone facing me, if that were possible).

Second version:

Very unclear again but this morning DEMMONS (forward and sic) and GNINNUR (Right to left and backwards) came to me.

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From my journal entry dated January 16, 2005:

A funny vision this morning. Words floated by at angles and so on but they were backwards. The two words I caught were TCEPSUS then EMIRP. (I can’t duplicate with this keyboard…eg. the letters were in the order shown but faced the other way.) They were not clear and the letters were backwards to me even thought the letters were in the right order. The words scrolled right to left so if someone else were looking inside my head the words would have been the right way for them.

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