H: Everyone breathe all the way out.  Again.  Again. 

(Higgins checked our energy field.)

H:  All of you, really good: beautiful, harmonious. We did not do this for you. You did this yourselves. You did it just by breathing out.  This is how it should be.  The fact that this is not normal for all of you is why this is extraordinary tonight.

(Higgins used Cheryl’s hands to describe the participant’s energy fields)

H: Textbook perfect energy spheres – the way energy should run.  

P:  Why doesn’t that perfect energy stay with us? 

H:  Your cat disappears. Something bad happens at work. You love your grandchildren but they are a handful. Your friend’s dog is in the emergency department. 

When you are born you know how to do this, how to stay stable. Remember we talked about the game Pin the Tail on the Donkey where you get spun around and around and you are blindfolded and then you stop and are given a tail to put on the donkey’s bottom?  That is what life is like. You are born oriented but then you get spun and spun and become disoriented. 

(Using Cheryl’s hands again–) We are showing you here the powerful interplay of your energy right now – all beautiful, intertwined connections to the Universe.  Well done. 

Let’s talk about the reading S did (No Messiahs Need Apply).  What if YOU are the answer?  The biblical accounts of Jesus are true and not true.  They are distorted with time.  Jesus was flesh and blood and came forward remembering.  When you are little, you all remember.  Over time you forget.  Jesus just didn’t forget.  He had good health.  He came more as a reminder than any sort of thing to be worshipped.  Yes, the reading said 400 people were saying they were the Messiah.  Every one of you has the capacity to be your own Jesus, if you will.  We often say that you are not equal.  Well, you are equally important.  Your skill sets and capacities are not the same.  But you do have the same connection to Source; the same ability to connect with your God Source and create as you were meant to create and connect as you were meant to connect.  Are you following this distinction?  The idea of there being 400 Messiahs of that time, well, you all are your own Messiah. That is a beautiful and correct thought process.  What questions do you have about this?  It must have inspired S to have contacted 2 people in this group about it. 

S:  I’ve always felt that Jesus came here to show us what we have forgotten and help us remember who we are.  When he performed miracles, he would say “this you can do and more.”  That message is that we are powerful and connected to the Source like he was and what if we are amazing, and what if we can help people heal and what if?  We could do that when we were young.  We can remember that and go back to it and be of service or whatever our purpose is.  Jesus was showing us how powerful we are. 

H: Yes.  This you can do and more.  One of the things the entity is learning is how to feel like what you want BEFORE you have it.  There is an example of a story Gregg Braden told in one of his books.  He and a Native friend went on a journey to a sacred sight in AZ or NM.  They had not had rain in a long time.  So they went to pray for rain. 

They drove wherever they went and got out and walked to a sacred site his friend knew about.  Gregg stood outside the ceremonial spot.  The native went in and stood for about 2 minutes and then he came out and said “OK, let’s go get some lunch.”  Greg was surprised about this and said “you were only in there for 2 minutes.  I didn’t see you do a rain dance or chant or anything and nothing happened.  What just happened?  What did you do”? 

His friend said “In my mind I experienced rain.  I experienced lush growth of grass.  I experienced my feet were not on this dry dirt but in lush, green grass and I FELT what it was like to have had it rain already and experience the rain and the aftermath of the rain.  I COULD FEEL IT.”

It only took him a few minutes to get into that b/c he was apparently so skilled he could do that in that small amount of time.  Friends, the idea behind that this young fellow could so clearly FEEL the rain, experience the rain, and experience the effect of the rain, green grass and water to feed the deer and plants – the idea is that he could FEEL it. And that is the trick to powerfully creating: to be able to FEEL it and to experience it BEFORE it arrives in your experience.  Oh, and it rained later that night.  It hadn’t rained in a very long time.

When you talk about being your own Jesus, you already have the capacity to do that.  You don’t believe that you do and your society does not allow for that but it is the truth of you. 

Friend, S, you were talking about helping other people heal.  You don’t need to help everybody else.  They are just like you –already perfect. You have, inherent within you, the ability to heal yourself and have happiness and stability.  You planning ahead positively into your future makes you a favorable person to be around.  So, let’s try to make this more clear.  If you set your intention today and you imagine that when you drive down the road toward your destination that you are a safe driver among other safe drivers, that the roads are in good repair, that the stop lights and stop signs and other traffic assistances are functioning properly, and if you imagine ahead of time receiving good service at the store, imagining what kind of chair you want, receiving good service anywhere then you become a person who is sort of well oiled.  You are part of the machine that is working well.  The machine is never clogged up b/c of you. You don’t have to do anything for anybody else.  You just have to live your best life.  If you live your best life, you automatically are inspired to do things that are of benefit to other people.  It doesn’t have to be your goal to help others.  It is your goal to be your best self and live a happy life.  If you do that, then others benefit from your existence. 

P:  When my teacher, Benu was talking 30 years ago, he always mentioned that it is important to FEEL what it is like to have what you want.  All the channeled beings I have experienced have all said “we are here to help you remember who you are” -which is powerful creators.  But, you know, our brain gets in the way and says “no you can’t do that.”  So how do we by-pass the brain when we know we are powerful creators?  I can FEEL something but I don’t believe it b/c my brain says, “It’s not really here.”  How do we deal with that? 

H:  IT’S PRACTICE.  Recently we had a portion of this discussion about buying new shoes. You can go out and get a pair.  It’s easy.  But if you want to do something you haven’t done before… like buy a house… you would have a hard time believing that you could do it.  There are many steps between here and there.  If you start now envisioning yourself in a comfortable home, if you start now envisioning a comfortable neighborhood, if you can start envisioning now the qualities of the place you would like to live and let it go and go forward into the future and expect it to arrive then you will come into that which you desire.  If you need more money to get it, then you will have more money.  If you don’t need more money, then the location will come to you in some other way.  You just go forward knowing you don’t have to know how it will be there, just that it will be. 

How do you develop that capacity?  You just keep practicing.  Practice on little things: a cup of coffee, food you like to eat, new clothes, any little thing you already know how to manifest.  Do everything that you do to completion b/c each thing even if it’s brushing your teeth to completion, is you saying to the Universe, “I am a person who succeeds at doing the things I intend to do.”

P:  I have a story of my cat, Freya.  One night I was watching TV and looked over and she was staring at the stairs.  I kept on watching TV and when I looked at her she was still staring at the stairs.  This went on for a while and then one time I looked over and she was gone (up the stairs).  She contemplated going up the stairs before she did it.  She seemed to be envisioning herself up the stairs ahead of time.  One of the little things you are talking about. 

P:   We can look back in history at the Nicaea convention where a king decides to create a committee of people to edit teachings from early Christianity.   In my mind the main thing they edited out was the idea that you could find Jesus in yourself, your own power, and they imposed an intermediary.  It was about power and controlling things and people.  It’s always been on my mind– how did that happen and why did that happen?  Is there a force of evil taking things away?  The reason it seems relevant is that it seems to be happening now – people are giving up power to people with more power out of fear.  But is it a part of our evolution as human beings?  Is it cyclical?  What are the lessons that we can bring forward for ourselves individually? 

H:  We’ll answer first part of your question.  Life, the human experience can well be likened to a game.  You have challenges placed in front of you in order to expand as spiritual beings.  At that time, there probably would have been over 100 years of pre-planning that went into it and suddenly you (as a mass consciousness) would decide that if you shifted the religious situation it would be another nice thing where you could learn something. It would complicate the game so you could expand as soul beings.  There are other aspects to this.  You are a creative species whether you like to believe it or not.  It is not exactly evolution b/c you were created and other beings put you together like a science experiment.  Not the early stages, obviously, but they put you on the planet to see if you would work out for them, for their purposes. (scribe notes:  WHAT???) 

More than one group of physical beings made a human type of body.  As people populated the earth how did one group keep their people separate from the other people?  You can do that by geography, but if you cannot do that how do you do it?  One way is to make your God more powerful than the other person’s God.  And while that wasn’t necessarily intentional for your expansion, it was a hiccup thrown in.  Money is a hiccup thrown in.  These are all learning opportunities.  The fact is it doesn’t matter one iota how you got where you are today.  It is irrelevant.  What matters is what do you want?  Based on the information you have right now, what do you want for your future?  And that is why it is so important to learn HOW TO ENVISION WHAT YOU WANT AND TO FEEL IT.  Absolutely FEEL that is it already there.

P:  You got me going on with the idea that they would see how we work out for their purposes.  What were their purposes and how are we working out for them? 

H:  The origination of the species is so long, long ago and obviously you are not working out for them b/c you are not a slave species. 

P:  They wanted us to be slaves? 

H:  Whatever they didn’t want to do they wanted someone else to do it.  The first species were made to be of service. 

P:  That is one thing we have done right is not to be slaves to some alien culture! 

H: Imagine the group of beings who make a species and then somebody discovers that this species is aware.  You are not training a dog any more.  You have a species who can actually think, and feel, and respond and intentionally create.  So what if your superior officer gets really, really mad with you b/c you start interacting with the humans on that basis – equality and teaching them ?  What if that superior officer says “you guys made this mess and we’re throwing you back down to earth and you are going to stay there and fix this mess you made.”

The fallen angels.  That’s what happened.  They saw these humans that looked very much like them.  They were beautiful.  They had the capacity to learn and think.  They came down here and taught them.  They came and expressed interest and shared with them cooking and medicine and mathematics.  So that’s how one group of you got started.  Now there are many groups of you, just as there are many breeds of dogs and horses, there are many breeds of people  (made) by different beings.  You are all lit by the same God Source but so are your cats, dogs, birds, and other animals lit by that same Source. 

P:  So, once they accepted the fact that we weren’t going to be slaves, they imparted some knowledge to us? 

H:  Yes and no.  There are so many layers. The very first species were slave species and they were what they were.  Then the beings that created you … uh, like friend K when you first started out painting your paintings were rudimentary but as you got better your paintings became more sophisticated.  Well, their ability to create the human form became more sophisticated.  (They tried many different test species.) 

P:  So their purposes have shifted as we have evolved in terms of they are more curious about what we can become? 

H:  Sure.  And at this point you have evolved far enough that you are on your own trying to figure it out.  They will come back. 

P:  Are we developing robots in the same way? 

H:  Absolutely.  Your technology mimics what you know in your subconscious.  Remember last week we talked about the field where everything in the Universe is kept? 

P:  Like the Akashic records? 

H:  it is more than the Akashic records.  We don’t have words to explain. 

P:  Are we creating another species? 

H:  yes and no.  In your test tubes you are using viable cellular tissues that can replicate on their own.  The robots cannot yet replicate on their own.  However, the intelligence of the computer is a metaphor for what you know to be true b/c the akashic records is the container for all information that exists.  Now you have a computer that is a metaphor for the akashic records. 

P:  AI? 

H:  AI is yet another facet. 

P:  The morality that goes along with evolution; we went through one phase of the development where we stopped believing in ourselves and believed we had to have help to find our co-creative abilities.  Now we seem to be in a place where we are ready to explore again what our potential is.  We call it spiritual -we don’t have a word for it-  but I think it is information or access to information very much like AI.  The more we are evolving it has to do with consciousness and accumulating information but then having something else inside of us we call morality.  It means making decisions that benefit co-creation vs destruction.  I think.  Is it like another level of evolution for us when we talk about the planetary changes? 

H:  short answer, yes.  When a species — and you are not the first species to go through this in earth’s billions of years—you first have a sense of “I”, of consciousness, of being something separate from “that.”  That is what happened to God that original Source.  It began to have an original sense of “I”.  If I am “this” then what is everything else?  That is when it started the 7 or 9 sons.  (Scribe:  I have no idea what they are talking about.) 

First a species has a sense of “I”, of self, being something separate but if you explore “I” you suddenly realize “I am not me without you.”  So, it is “we” instead of “I, me, mine” it is “we, us, ours”.  Then, after “we, us, ours” we move to “one.”  We recognize there isn’t anything else.  We are one thing.  So what you are talking about, morality, is the transition from “I, me, mine” to “we, us, ours” to “ONE.”

P:  Is that the big question? To decide if our species is going to survive?  Not everyone’s on board that we should be one.  Our own everyday experiences right now show us that there is a lot of “I” thinking and not that much belief in we’re all one.  The people concentrating on their own needs are the ones who are going to blow us up b/c you have referenced in the past it is not determined yet if we are going to survive as a species.  So is that exactly where we’re at right now? 

H:  Take out the qualifier “exactly.”  Every 5,000 years-ish your planet is completing a cycle.  And the cycle puts pressure on you.  You are not in existence with just the planet you are on but other planets and the stars and the weather.  Everything is connected to you and designed to place intense pressure at certain times.  Your friend, T, used to talk about astrological charts b/c where you were born relative to the planets indicate some of your squeeze points and release points and how you will be in this world.  Those things are accurate.  Every 5,000 (ish) years your planet goes into this arc, where it is this long distance (sort of metaphor b/c there is nothing but one) of swinging, kind of like crack the whip.  At this point by centrifugal force you are being snapped around and it is very hard to stay in your center.  It is known that if you are on the planet at this time, you will be snapped.  You all and everyone on the planet as a spiritual being knew you were prepared and have every confidence that you could make your way through this.  And you wanted to be here b/c this only happens every 5,000 ish years.  You wanted to be here to see if you could make it through these times.  In times past there have been floods, fire, ice. 

P:  We are in fire and flood right now.

P:  What is our goal?  If we wanted to be here, what are we trying to do? 

H:  As individuals, it is expansion of the soul.

P:  As a species? 

H:  You’re heading for oneness but right now you’re heading to “we.”  Some of you are heading to one.  But you understand the Law of Attraction says that if we are headed for “one” and someone else is at “I” there will be conflict b/c it is not a vibrational match.

 P:  Our leaders are going back to “I”. 

H:  The history of the U.S. for 100 years you had quite a nice connection with the other side and were digging into that and developing into that and in fact it was sort of squashed and went out of favor.  Even your presidents had connections, President Lincoln is famous for that. 

Meditation.