Higgins (H): Last week we talked about working within the “stuff” and how the “stuff” mirrors you.  This week we want to talk about how your imagination works within the stuff.  Spend some time thinking about your intentions for this evening – how you want to interact with us and we interact with you. 

We do want to continue the conversation from last week.  Before we do, any questions you would like to ask? 

Participant (P):  Could you explain to me what dementia is and how to help people with dementia?

H:  Dementia is a disease of the brain, just as you have a disease of any part of the body.  Just like any disease, it is attracted to a person based on some energetic output that they exude.  Many times, with any disease the disease may be a response or attracted because living with it will assist that person to learn part of what their soul’s reason is for taking on this particular life experience.  Beyond that, though, dementia is an opportunity. It is an opportunity for a person to spend some time in the body but not processing in the standard physical way. 

You, C, are coping with work, your husband, going to the grocery store, etc.  You have a linear process you go through to achieve goals.  With dementia they no longer think this way.  We say this in the kindest way – they are in their body and are more like an animal who does not consciously think; they just respond to the moment.  There is no future or any past- just the moment.  The beautiful thing about the dementia is that they have more time in here (brain) learning about how to communicate with the non-physical.  While it may be more difficult for you to deal with this person, and it may be frightening for them as they slip into the dementia, it is actually a wonderful connective opportunity.  You may be familiar with the autistic spectrum and those people being able to connect at will through the “stuff.”  These patients with dementia also learn to travel through the “stuff.”  So they are learning something different than what they were capable of doing when they were focusing on the linear aspects of making a living, having enough money to put food on the table, getting dressed every day, etc. 

P:  How can I help my friend with the constant, pervasive anxiety.  I can’t perceive she is connecting with anything beyond her immediate surroundings. 

H:  It takes a while. 

P:  She is constantly anxious.  It used to be I could pour out a lot of heart energy and she would stabilize and be calm.  I can still do that to a certain extent till early evening when she is expecting her anti-anxiety medicine and she is off the charts.

I spent the day with her today and she was admitted to the hospital and it was so hard.  She needed constant, constant attention – worse than a toddler.  I had to be constantly interacting with her.  If I lagged behind she would call, “ Help, help, somebody help me.” And all these nurses would come in and say, “What do you need?” She would say, “I don’t know.” But she did it because she knew it would get her attention, but she didn’t know what to do with that attention. 

I’m trying to figure how to help her, meet her on whatever level she is at but it seems like the heart energy doesn’t work so much anymore.  So maybe she is not connecting with her head, just connecting with her heart?  Well then, where is that anxiety coming from?  How can I help with that? It is getting very extreme.  I think they will have to put her on anti-psychotics. 

H:  We want you to know that she will pass through this phase (like a toddler) and she will get better as she becomes more demented.  It’s like a double- edged sword, but as she proceeds down the path of dementia, yes, she will calm down and will make that connection (like all dementia patients do) to the non-physical.  However, to calm her now it sounds like from your description that she is not carrying her energy from head to toe.  And she doesn’t know how to do that.  Her energy is scattered to the winds.  When anyone has their energy flowing out in multiple directions, it feels like (and they would not know this consciously) hemorrhaging, like death.  If you were bleeding to death it would be distressing. Well, she is losing energy so fast that it is distressing and frightening.  And, so we will teach you right now how to help her bring her energy back to herself.  It is a little less powerful than if she could do it herself, but you all know how to do this for yourself.  When you start meditating, you bring the energy back to yourself.  You bring your energy back to you and your energy goes this way (head to toe).  She needs to do this.  If you try and talk her through it she may or may not connect with you and respond.  But something you can do – and we need to move the computer a little farther away from us so you can see our hands- if you feel the energy, can you feel the energy coming off her? 

P:  Literally. 

H:  Push it back, push it back (hands pushing out), push it back.  This is equivalent to putting pressure on a place where someone is bleeding.  Push it back, push it back, push it back from wherever you feel it coming out, push it back, push it back and she will calm down enough that you can help her with your hands bring energy down from head to toe (maybe take her hands in yours?) and your hands will be enough to get her energy calming down and flowing in the right direction.  We suspect that that will be effective for her. 

P:  Thank you. 

H:  Entity will not be here next week.  She will be on vacation.

P:  Sometimes I have been having difficulty meditating and feeling calm.  All these things are popping onto my head.  I’d like to feel more peaceful and feeling all is well.  Can you talk about that?

H:  This is a very timely question since the entity just experienced it recently when she tried to sit down and connect with us and she could not.  Let’s address both because they are the same thing. 

When you sit down to meditate you all already know you are bringing your energy together, trying to calm you mind, -that’s the whole point of meditation – to calm yourself.  You are all getting quite skilled with this.  Remember this is the wisdom, knowledge and power that we are presenting.  We already presented wisdom; now we are taking the wisdom and as you learn the practical application of wisdom, you gain knowledge which then when you have knowledge and wisdom, you have power. 

One of the things that you two have bumped into is that there are other unseen forces at work.  The planets are aligning and doing their thing. And, as you know, relative to the year, date and time of your birth the planets interact with you differently than perhaps the person next to you.  At the same time, there is an over-arching effect for all humanity.  Depending on what you came forward for, it’s always partially indicated by when you were born.  So the planets will affect each of you sometimes a little differently.  It is a period when there planetary shifting that has interfered with you and the energy as well.  It may be interfering with others of you as well, we are not saying it’s not.  We are talking about the 2 of you.

Sometimes it is better to recognize that now is not a good time to meditate.  You are just not going to make that good connection and let it pass.  You have done your best.  You have calmed yourself and tried to quiet your mind and nothing worked.  Let it go.  Criticizing yourself or trying to beat yourself into submission will not work.  There is something else going on.  Let it pass, and come in on it at another day and time. 

We will give you a little more information about what happened with the entity so you can understand a little better.  The entity had called friend, K, here and they were doing a meditation and the entity was sitting in the back yard connecting with K via the telephone. They were working with the trees in the back yard.  The trees were quite clear with the entity that, “You will not be alone.” The entity’s concern is, “What if I’m sitting by my myself? Jesus said if two or more are gathered in my name I will be there.” (There is more power, the energy is stronger.)  What if I am only one? 

The trees said, “You will never be one.  We will be there for you if you ask.”  So, as a trio – the entity, K, and the trees worked with this to get it set up and it was quite powerful.  So the next evening the entity said, “Alright, I am sitting here and I am by myself but I am never by myself (like the trees said) yet I can’t do it.”

She was quite distressed wondering what the problem was and now we can pass on to her that there is more going on than you know about.  This is just one of those times it bumped in and you have to relax and move on.  You are always being prodded and pushed into situations and thoughts and things you need to have even when they negative so that you can expand as the soul that you are wanted to expand.  This was just a learning experience. 

P:  This past year I learned that when I get eager to learn more about a subject, I push really hard.  It’s because I have been told that if I want to be successful at something, I have to try, try, try.  What I learned is I get so excited about the new information and then all of a sudden, I can’t focus any more. I have learned, contrary to the way I have been taught to educate myself, that my brain needs down time.  When I’m taking in a lot of information, if I keep trying to stuff more in, it does not integrate, so if I can recognize that I’m in overwhelm with information then I can watch a stupid tv show and stop taxing my brain.  I can then recover more quickly and can go back to learning more.  It’s that Midwest upbringing: You can’t take time off when there important stuff to do!  Well, that’s not right and not the way I’m learning.  Need to have sensibility, not just at work to get a break, but in our spiritual and physical development as well and pace ourselves and don’t feel bad about it.

H:  Yes.  Let’s review last week.  The entity was very curious about the divine matrix and this stuff, this God stuff you are existing within and asked us to speak about working in that atmosphere between this hand and the computer, and between the computer and the wall. 

That space is not empty space.  That space contains whatever God is. However you feel about, or whatever you know about the bible, when we’re talking about God that is two different things in the bible – about God the Supreme Consciousness, the initial source of energy as one thing, and then the gods that created and express themselves in physical ways.  It’s much more complicated than what is being taught.  Let’s just assume that it is more than what you know.  God is consciousness. God is energy. God is magnetic. And God is within this stuff. (Higgins uses Cheryl’s hands to indicate the space in front of her.) Within this physical stuff you know there is oxygen and nitrogen and all kinds of things are in the air you breathe in and out.  There are things called bosons and these are particles/non-particles, and this space is God. And mixed in with the oxygen and nitrogen these bosons are a creation aspect.

When you focus on a topic you will interact with these bosons and they will from time to time be interacting with you so strongly or catch the focus of your attention so powerfully that they gain mass.  When they gain mass, you have started to create a physical thing.  Focusing in the stuff, or the Divine matrix or field – whatever you want to call it – if you imagine it like fog, fog moves around, it rises and lowers.  If you think of the Divine matrix like that, when you focus in it, the mist moves and shifts to respond to your thoughts and it moves and shifts and rearranges events so that when you open your eyes the world around you looks like your thought patterns and what you were thinking, and what you felt or believed or what your emotions offered to you while you were focused. 

Let that soak in.  This clear stuff is God, it’s the Divine matrix, the stuff that creates worlds.  It rearranges itself.  It reorganizes events.  It shifts people and their actions in order that they will return to you and reflect back to you– yourself so that when you open your eyes you are looking in a mirror.  It mirrors your thoughts, beliefs and the thing you are focusing on. 

Questions. 

P:  So if you want to heal yourself and you start focusing on vibrant good health then the stuff, the fog, starts to coalesce into little bosons and they can move you in the direction of healing yourself?

H:  We weren’t very clear about bosons.  It’s a couple of things.  Bosons become matter. There are bosons which create matter, but there is also this shifting through your magnetic flow.  You are always attracting or repelling on a magnetic basis.  It wouldn’t coalesce to create tangible objects necessarily if it’s going to shift a person to bump into your cart in the grocery store and spill something and that would slow you down. 

OK, that is not very clear.  We apologize for this not being very clear.  Let’s give an example:  If you are in a hurry and you are concerned you are not going to get some place on time, you are going to attract—maybe someone bumping into your cart at the store and spilling something, or being stuck in traffic — something that will slow you down.  That event is not created by a boson.  That is created by the magnetic push/pull within the matrix.  You are affected by, and others are affected by, this matrix and what is pushed and pulled through the matrix is based on your focus, your belief.  When you open your eyes, you are looking into a mirror that reflects your thoughts, emotions, and beliefs.

Questions?

P:  When you open your eyes and you see what you see, is this a literal thing? Do others around you see it, too?  Or, is it you alone that sees it? 

H:  It is a literal thing.  You see it.  When you open your eyes you see this room.  Another person in the room sees the room but may interpret it differently based on whether you like it or don’t like it based on what your focus is.  For you this room has had new paint and new carpet and you look at the room and say, “This is a wonderful room.”  What if you had somebody else come in and see the same room and say, “Wow, this is boring.  It has cream walls.  If I were doing it I would have had accent colors on the walls.”  So another person will see the same room but have a different response based on what their desires are.  But then let’s take it a step further.  You have focused this room into being.  It looked one way and you had intent, a desire, a focus that said I would like to see this room look a little bit different so you focused this new look into being. 

P:  With things like war, like in Gaza, are all of them focusing on war and bringing more war? 

H:  Yes.  Friend, you will listen to your news you will see that you are focusing on things.  The school shootings and now you have the problems with ICE and with the president in office and the problems you are having now are different than the ones 20, 30, 40 years ago.  If you will remember back in the 70’s there were people running around naked underneath their coats and opened their trenchcoats and exposed themselves.  That was a thing you focused on and the more you focused on it the more people did it.  When you quit focusing on it, it went away.  Whatever you focus on is going to persist.  

If you are going to focus on the problem with the Straight of Hormuz or the Iranians, you are going to have more issues there.  If you are going to focus on Israel and Palestine, you will have more issues there.  Even as we say that that is terribly, terribly short and incomplete.  But in essence, if you focus on it you will have more of it. 

P:  When the massacre happened in Uvalde, Texas, I made a conscious decision not to forget the children.  I will remember the children.  Am I putting more children at risk by remembering this, by doing this? 

H:  Indeed.  What would help would be to write poems on children growing up in safety with support systems and capable of learning and being able to interact with the world around them in pleasant ways and having the ability to develop civility and the ability to be open to other ideas and hear other people’s opinion: those kinds of things.  You need to focus on what you want to see not what you do not want to see.  We understand why you would hold them close in your heart. We simply know that continuing to dwell on the tragedy, rather than on the future you want to create, will only bring more tragedy into being. 

P:  If I focus on healing the cancer, that will create more of a problem.  I need to focus on what I want. How I want to be instead of focusing on visioning the cancer going up into the Universe into the light.  It is more important to focus on how I want to be? 

H:  Correct.  We are not saying your visioning technique is ineffective.  We’re saying that once you have done that, think only about the health you want, the happy life you want, how you want to be in this world.  Let’s say you need a hip replacement= it’s bone on bone, cartilage is gone.  It is not impossible for you to grow new cartilage, but you simply as a species are not yet aware enough to do that most of the time. The way you get it fixed is by a hip replacement.  Then the pain goes away.  If you focus on a healthy body you may need the medical system to intervene.  That’s fine.  You may want to use visioning and that is also fine and focus on how you want to be in the world.  You want to be healthy. You want your body to feel good. You want to be able to use it doing daily chores and use your body to enjoy and explore the world. Think about those things, too. 

Before we meditate, we want to spend a few moments talking about the next part of working with the stuff, the matrix, the field .. and that is imagination.  Using your imagination within the field.  The field responds to your focus and heavily relies on the emotions and the energetic equivalent you are having while you are focusing.  Is it intense interest?  Is it fear?  Is it discouragement?  Whatever emotion comes with your focus, the Universe responds to it.  So, when you cannot surround yourself with visions (literally looking out and seeing what you want to see or getting into your body and feeling what you want to feel) you have to use your imagination.  The field does not know the difference between your imagination and what you are experiencing as reality.  Imagination is HUGE in your creative endeavors. We will leave our conversation there and do our meditation.