Higgins 6/17/26

P:  My husband and I were sleeping Sunday night and I was feeling a lot of energy coming in?  Am I imagining that?  Does it have a purpose? 

H:  Not imagining it.  It is happening to many people.  The entity fell asleep in a chair which she never does and her husband went to bed and slept much longer than he usually does.  You are all being activated.  It is easiest when you are quiet and relaxed.  They are helping you find these opportunities for them to reach in. 

P:  I felt like I had sleeping sickness this last couple of days. 

P:  Me, too. 

P:  It kept me awake. 

H:  Were you tired? 

P:  I had both things going on. I would go to bed, sleep more hours than usual and then be wide awake and only sleep 3 hours the next night and would sleep every time I sat down in the chair 20 times a day. 

H:  Friend, C, you are saying this is backwards.  Yes, it is FOR YOU.  As you are the person you are – keen intellect functioning and thinking and concentrating with determination and focus they need to get you tired so your brain will slow down.  Your meditations are quite helpful but they have to get you tired so that your brain will slow down. 

P:  We were wired and tired at the same time. We were exhausted.  The energy activated was keeping us awake. 

H:  Friend, we are not very eloquently saying each person is different and so yes, you are being activated and this group is ready for this so even though it is happening to other people you are ready for this and if that is how they are meeting up with you and you are experiencing it, then that’s it.  You said wired and tired.  Your brain was slowed down; you were tired and then they were able to access you, which buoys you because of the energy they are providing you.  Yes, it makes a lot of sense to us. 

P:  So what was the purpose of the energy and the activation? 

H:  Each of you is in a little bit different state.  This was personal to you and your husband.  As physical beings in your body you are learning how to live as a spiritual being in your body.  All they are doing is re-wiring you in a certain way so the connection is better, the connection is clearer and easier.  Remember we are living in a time when the planet is speeding up so the way you perceive information will be different.  So they are re-wiring you so that they can do that. It is like upgrading your computer.  They are doing it differently from person to person to person.

For the entity, it is easier for us to do it when she is asleep.  We have been accessing her quite a bit asleep.  We are going to let the entity in to read some things and then come back as best we can.  Having the entity so conscious is a little bit new for us. 

(Comment from Cheryl while reviewing notes: I don’t remember how or whether they had me speak. I know it was about the following story which is repeated here vaguely.

This is the story: A farm worker took the large tractor into the garage to change the oil. He removed the oil but abandoned the job before putting in fresh oil. His intention was, of course, to come back and finish it later not expecting that anyone would attempt to use the tractor. Another worker needed the space in the garage so climbed in the cab. The keys had been left in the engine. He started the tractor and moved it out into the yard. That short distance was enough to cause the engine to overheat and seize. The engine was ruined. The price of replacing the engine was $30,000.)

H continues: We are interested in pursuing today meditations with a purpose. We gave you an example recently that we will try to re-present to you as clearly as we are able. The story is that the tractor was being worked on and the oil was being changed. The oil was removed but new oil was not put in.  The person who was working on it left it with the keys in it and somebody came along and moved the tractor outside and the engine overheated and seized up. They had to replace the engine because it did not have the lubrication it needed. 

What we are wanting to talk about is exactly that as a metaphor for physicals living their life. 

Friend, C, the thing (your spirit guides) are doing is more than lubrication and upgrade. If you are not staying in alignment, you are not ready for an upgrade. You told us a couple of times lately that you have had good success with your meditations and your spirit guides. As you ask and take action and you receive a response that causes you to grow and expand in your spiritual self, that is the thing that leads those beings to say, “Aha, she is ready for this.”

We have been harping on this topic of finding your happiness before you move forward for a couple of weeks now.  This is because you are ready for a next segment of intentional creation.  We are heading with you towards bliss; your happiness.  This technique we continue to talk about will help you achieve bliss. 

We want a few words from anyone who wants to talk about why bliss is NOT a priority.  Anything you want to say. 

P:  I have an old belief system that says you don’t deserve bliss until you have all the chores done and everything that is meaningful in your life is attended to. If you never get to bliss, then that is the way it is.  Your job is to be responsible and take care of everything. 

H:  You have been on this path for many years now.  From then to now, what is the anchor that prevents you from saying, “I can do it my way and my way is bliss,”? 

P:  Most recently it is that I don’t trust I could have it and I don’t know how to do it.  This week I bought a picture I don’t need but I really liked it.  It was practice letting my old beliefs go. I want to believe I can have bliss and be happy.  I am a little tentative about it. The tangible experience of the picture makes me want more. 

H:  So you didn’t think you could have it but now you think you can so you are practicing? 

P:  Yes, and do I deserve it?  For some reason feeling like I deserve it is a big thing. 

H:  Let’s talk about that.  Why do you think you would or would not deserve a thing?  What does deserve mean to you?

P:  Deserve means that it is not the most important in life and if I want to be a good human being I need to do the things that are most important. When I was working, work and taking care of family and now cleaning my house, paying my bills.  I really can’t have fun till all these things are attended to and then it’s OK to think about my own needs and be happy. 

H:  Why is cleaning your house and doing chores exclusive of being happy?  Why could you not have bliss while you are doing those things? 

P:  I don’t know. 

H:  Has it occurred to you that cleaning the kitchen could be a delight? 

P:  Yes. It used to be before I got cancer and all the other issues. I could do things and be happy. I think I get overwhelmed with all the things that need to be done and run out of energy and then it seems like defeat.

H:  On those days are you able to use our practice of getting back into alignment and then go forward in positivity or do you forget? 

P:  I forget. 

H:  Love and joy and bliss are emotions and we know you can experience a whole gamut of emotions.  We also know that when you feel the bubbly tingly wonderfulness that is love, joy, and bliss on a regular basis you learn to be very particular about your emotions. You no longer want to feel those lesser emotions. You want to feel good all the time. 

It’s totally possible to feel good almost all the time no matter what your situation is.  There are confounding factors in your situations (work) but it is not mutually exclusive. The thing is – do you choose it?  If not, why not?  OK, sometimes you forget. 

P:  I have thought of another barrier.  My mother would say, “There’s no guarantee about happiness.  Your father is not happy and I am not happy.  Why do you think you can be happy?  Life is hard and tough.  You need to be responsible, and that is more important than you worrying about your happiness. If you are thinking about your happiness, you are being selfish.” 

H:  Have you read the Little Soul in the Sun? (Neale Donald Walsch)

P:  Yes. 

H:  Recently?

 P:  No. 

H:  We think you might be ripe to read that book again.  You know that your birth family helps to shape you and clearly your mother helped you substantially in that way. In the part of the book where one little soul told the other little soul the he would go down and help the little soul experience forgiveness.  That little soul said, “In the moment that I smite you and do this terrible thing that for you to forgive, I will be pretending so hard that I will have forgotten who I am. So, you will have to remember for both of us and if you don’t remember for us, we will both be lost.  We will then have to have somebody else come along and help us remember.”

Think about that relative to your mother being a little soul who has gotten so lost.  Now you have learned enough to know that you can let go of those things and thank her very kindly and remember who you are.  Remember the brightness of your soul.  You are a light that has slowed down to become solid matter. 

P:  Lately I have been having all these little experiences that make me happy:  walking and seeing dogs I haven’t seen in a while. The neighbor dog, Brodie, is so excited to see me if I happen to be in the yard when he is going by. There is the little spider in the shower window that has made this incredible web to catch his food.  I haven’t felt good for a couple of weeks, but I can feel joy even if I don’t feel good. 

H:  What does it feel like to have joy? 

P:  MY heart expands. I laugh. I feel hopeful and the world’s just fine. 

H:  When you feel that way, what do you think is happening in your cells? 

P:  They are healing and getting more energy and more receptive to positive things.  It is healing for every cell in the body. 

H:  IT IS HEALING FOR EVERY CELL IN THE BODY.  The joy we are coaching you towards feels good. Literally your body feels good.  When you are in joy, the illnesses you have are pushed away.  By the laws in the Universe, they are pushed away.  We really want to hammer home the importance of positivity. 

Somebody talk about techniques that you can use, techniques or tools to keep at hand, so that you may use them to help you feel powerful and positive. 

P:  I feel with energy. 

H:  That has been very effective for you. Your spirit guides and others are working with you powerfully and enjoying that they are tuning into you more frequently.  When you do, what happens in your body? 

P:  Tingling, a warmth, sometimes radiance.  It feels different if it comes into the energy body rather than the body.  I feel all my chakras expand.  It all depends on what I’m bringing in and why. 

H:  Does it feel uplifting in your heart?

P:  Sure. 

H:  So you are tingling and things feel good and you are then more receptive towards things happening like what happened to you Sunday?

These are the things we’d like you to consider as you go forward this week:  think about feeling good for the sake of feeling good.  Your body is healthy. Your mind is healthy.  The kinds of interactions that you want to have with the non-physicals are better able to happen.

P:  Instead of going for bliss, I want to feel pure Divine light. 

H:  Describe it. 

P: Higher than Christ consciousness.  I don’t know how to describe it. 

H:  Words mean something different to different people, so it is very difficult to say bliss, or joy or anger because everybody has a different meaning to give to that.  It is very possible when you experience Divine light, the entity is experiencing bliss.  When the entity feels bliss, her whole body is tingling and she has a sense of well-being that is very powerful and at the same time very peaceful.

P:  There’re a lot of different energies that feel that way, and how profound they can be.  I could probably get that same feeling starting at a lower level and it just intensifies as we go to the higher level.  It is what I think of as source energy, origin, not just who we think of as God = the origin which is energy at a much higher dimension.  For me it is the highest I can reach. 

H:  It is very high.  Let us be so joyful with you.  We have heard you say, “I’m working and the best I can do is be satisfied about what is going on at work.”  Now, you are talking about the differences between bliss and Divine light.  We are very pleased you can take this conversation as far as that.  Pleased you can acknowledge that. 

P:  I have to go to the energy and not the emotions.  Sorry. 

H:  It’s quite alright.  Everyone learns differently and when you bring things up and press into us new topics, we expand in our conversational ability to express things. We are well pleased to have this conversation. 

P:  I think that most of us here have lived in energetically stunted families growing up so energy is far more accessible.  No judgments.  It is just easier, for me, to accept than the emotions. 

H:  As spiritual beings experiencing this physical body we are joyfully smiling with you that it would really be nice for you to experience the emotions of the human body because it really is a worthwhile thing to experience. 

Meditation:  We will meditate on contentedness today with a sense of assurance that the future is a safe place to be.