Higgins 11/26/2025

We want to just fill you with the essence of the gentle confidence of a first grader and this essence of peace.  Fill yourself like a sponge.  We are just flowing into you with this particular energy unfiltered by your spirit guides.  (Like a pitcher filling with water).  Let it fill you all the way up.  When you get full, we will remove ourselves and let your spirit guides resume their normal position and take over, as we always do. 

Why did we start this way?  That energy (that we just now imparted to you) is particularly delightful.  Sometimes you physicals as you begin to assess yourselves differently, you can sometimes become a little bit harsh.  This beautiful essence we filled you with helps you (sense in such a way) that you KNOW something when you experience it. (In this instance you now know) what a confident and peaceful energy feels like as you approach the world around you. 

Have all of you seen Lord of the Rings Trilogy?  No.  Our heroes need to go from this place here to that mountain over there. Part of the way to get there they have to go through a dangerous swamp.  Anywhere along the narrow path through the swamp if they step to the left or right they will step into quicksand or poisonous waters so they are being guided through the swamp to the mountain.  The energy that we just gave you is your guide.  It is your path through the swamp.  It is how to get through that treacherous terrain of the world around you and that beautiful essence is such a good one for helping you navigate. 

Let’s take C’s situation where your work environment is uncomfortable.  You, yourself are required to tread carefully.  You have a job to do; you are conscientious and do it well.  You do good work in an environment so uncomfortable it makes it less of a joy to do your good work.  If you will practice this energy (the essence that is a combination of the gentle confidence of a first grader and peace) you can gently walk into work to do your job. (Carrying this energy will) make your interactions with people (more positive) and it will be easier for you because you are at peace in your heart, and have this gentle pleasant confidence that radiates out of you.  The reason we say confidence of a first grader is: who is afraid of a first grader?  As you see a confident first grader your heart feels joyful.  As you approach your coworkers, the teller at the bank, the waitress, etc with kind innocence, confidence and peace, you will inspire (them to respond to you in a positive manner), or draw from them like a magnet a positive response. (This happens because) to them you feel energetically like a safe space for them.  They won’t know why they are responding more positively to you, they just will. 

We have here magnets. (Higgins lifts a pair of magnets up to the camera.)  As you are exuding this lovely peace, you are drawing from others a nice response, (a response that is) the (energetic ) equivalent of what you are putting out.  Yes?  Very simple technique; very effective.  People are not offended by or afraid of a first grader.  If you exude that confidence and peace you will navigate gently through all the traps and pitfalls that are available and come out the other side saying “that was easier than I thought it was” because the Universe sends you all the right things.

The entity was talking with her mom about something she read that said that your wants, your desires create a mold and the Universe then responds by sending you what it is that you need to fill that mold.  It may look like people or a Higgins meditation but it is sent to you to fill your needs; and you draw that (to you as we have just described). 

What about power?  We have never brought up power with this group before but this is a small and safe group to talk with you about power. 

P:  There are different kinds of power:  power that is legitimatized by a culture: the influence of status like a lawyer, or a priest or a technology expert.  The power of an individual’s energetic response.  They have mastered their personal power and whether it is negative or positive their energy can have influence over others.  Then there is the power of the group where you can magnify the energetic vibration just by the number of people – like when we meditate.  It seems that most people think of power over others however, they achieve that.  It makes it a commodity for some people to pursue.  Today in these times a lot of energy goes into trying to have cultural status so that you can remain safe but also there is the sense that to remain safe you have to have power and control over others.  So power gets a bad rap.

P:  I often explain my job as standing in my power for the benefit of the disabled who have a problem:  like this deaf woman in the hospital who was refused an ASL interpreter.  This is particularly egregious.  She didn’t have the power to pursue action against this company to make them do the right thing for others in the future for people like her.  The government has a certain amount of bestowed and elected power.  But a lot of it has to do with how I’m able to do my job, gather evidence and present it in such a way that we can get a settlement.  It is often all the arguing with the other people and you cannot be run over and you have to stand in your personal power.  Stand firm in your convictions that what you are doing is right and appropriate and not overstep that power.  I feel there is a lot of power in every-day business which I never would have expected when I took this job.  In the investigator job I had before this, it was kind of similar.  I am very interested in the discussion on power b/c for the many years I have worked for the govt I never felt we were misusing our power, but I feel that way now.  I spend all my time fighting my own govt, and infrastructure.  They tell us to do something that I don’t think is right but I have to play the game and prove they can’t do what they want us to do.  They want us to find someone guilty of something but I have to prove that we can’t do that, we can’t do that.  It is a weird kind of power play b/c usually I have to take those tasks forward.  But if we don’t’ have jurisdiction we don’t have jurisdiction and that is my go to.  I haven’t had to take many of those cases on but I am getting more and more of them.  I think power is an excellent question to pursue but there is also energetic power and I often try to carry that energy to help push it.  I don’t know what the right thing is to do but let’s bring the energy in and let it work out the way it should. 

Another P:  I tend to think of power as the ability of someone to influence and control the behavior of others.  There are types of power.  I am just interested in this discussion and thinking about the time power has been used against me and the times I have exerted power.  I am very interested in what C said b/c I think that what is going on now is that power at the highest levels of govt is being  exerted at the line level and I am surprised about that.

H:  Every single word that has been shared about power is true.  All of that is true.  However, we would like to express the use of power a little bit differently.  We are going to throw in right now to our friend with whom we have been speaking, C,  for her recently that it has not been power but the loss of power = impotence= in the face of power being exerted.  We are talking about power, not specifically the use of power or power being exerted upon you but instead how you walk a line in your life where you KNOW that you have the power to be or do or have anything that you want; you KNOW how to use the tools at your disposal to create whatever is you desire next in life.  When you begin to understand that you have the tools at your disposal to do, to have, or be anything- then you no longer feel powerless or impotent.  You never are the one being pressed upon.  Being pressed upon, subdued, put down – those are all the emotions someone who doesn’t understand how it is to be human. 

We have talked in great length about what Abraham called the Law of Attraction.  Bringing that which you desire to you with intention.  It is the realization, the actualization, the being able to intentionally create at a whim.  When you want it.  That is power.  And, when you have that kind of power, no one frightens you; no boss is too overbearing; no president worries you that the govt will topple and you will not be OK.  When you know how to do that, you have no fear. 

Do you understand why this kind of power is so potent?  Do you even understand what it is?  Let’s think about the Bible for a moment.  If anyone knows the book, chapter and verse, let us know.  The birds are fed and are covered in beautiful feathers.  They do not go to work every day; they don’t have a job.  God provides for them. 

P: Solomon was not clothed as well as the beautiful birds.  Consider the lilies of the field.  They toil not, nor do they spin when Solomon in all his glory was not clothed as well.

H:  Money is a very interesting addition to the physical realm.  If having full choice to do as you please is not difficult enough, money is tossed in there as a sort of extra hard playing point for the game.  As you depend on money; as you depend on others to make rules so that you can make money and keep your money and spend or waste your money or people will steal it from you or steal it off the internet…these are just red herrings pulling you off the trail.  If you worry about things like money, or having or not having a job; or where you will get money for a roof or pay the electric bill or take a vacation or to get those things you need.  If  you worry about these things, you lose power and energy.  (Energy and power) just drip away from you.  If you think of yourself as a lily who was born with everything that you need  and you stop worrying about the picture about those other things–those red herrings that have been placed here in the physical realm for your learning pleasure; as you begin to realize that you already have and are everything you need then you stop worrying about these other things. (When you stop worrying about the ‘noise’ of the world around you, you get to be yourself.) As you be you in that centered energy (that energy and confidence of a first grader combined with peace) then you can confidently draw to you that which you need.  You never need be afraid or worry about the next thing that is happening b/c you have the ultimate answer all the time right here. (They indicate the heart area/solar plexus.)

The entity has a friend who has more money than most.  She told the entity that it gives her a lot of confidence b/c she can buy her way into and out of almost everything.  On a particular day they didn’t have a seat for a free outdoor music show.  She said she would climb over the railing and go get drinks at the bar and they could sit in the bar’s outdoor seating area and thus have seats for the show.  It cost more (than those staying at the hotel would have paid) for the drinks and tip but that’s how she used the currency to get the thing she wanted.

Let’s say this centered power we gave as we began this, what if we use that as currency?  What if we use that as currency?  (repeat is intentional).  What if that confidence of a first grader and peace is the currency that you need to work through life as though you are a lily of the field or a bird. 

P:  Would you say frequency is the currency? 

H:  We started this conversation today with a meditation which you missed, but we will do it again tonight. The vibration is peace and the other part of that peace vibration is the confidence, the gentle confidence of a first grader.  The first grader who goes up to the board and answers the question correctly and feels very good about knowing the answer and getting it right before the class. That sort of confidence; knowing that that first grader got it right.  Knew it on the way up to the board, knew it when they had to state it, new it when they sat down, knew they had it. The confidence of a first grader is not threatening to anyone.  It’s a gentle confidence that says “I am and I know that I am and it’s OK to be me and it’s OK for you to be you.”  If you join that confident energy with the peace energy you have a perfect energetic currency to produce whatever it is that your heart desires.  If we can get that confidence, that peace, that energy instilled in you so that you can produce it at any time then your life is like putting your car on auto pilot.  You can navigate anywhere you like to go.

We hear the entity talking to us so we will respond to her. 

We are not saying that you can go from 0 to a million dollars today; that you can jump from your life to the life of your dreams by today or tomorrow.  We are saying that you have the capacity with that energy to begin to draw all the pieces into place.  If you will understand that the first piece might be very small and the second as well and you start working day after day, you can start accumulating all the things that you are wanting. 

Friend K says she is liking the life she has and doesn’t want to change anything.  She would like to get some organizing done and then go downstairs and have fun in her art studio.  (Which is a want.) As you develop this confidence aligned with peace (it’s a combination energy), these things will fall into place for you.  It will seem so much easier as you begin to know that it will fall into place for you.  As you begin to know that your health will hold out for you as long as you want it to; as you begin to know that money will fall into place for you; as you begin to stop worrying about all of that and say instead, “This is the thing that I want and right now it looks like the thing I want is to organize a shelf in the kitchen,” it is a done deal. When you can hold that energy, that vibration, then you have ultimate power because nothing need worry you anymore.  It (life) is all going to work out for you. You are going to take every step as you are inspired and do it. All the right people, all the right information, everything that you need will be given to you. (The things you need) will show up as a comment from your neighbor, or a phone call, or a person who walks into your house who is taller than you and can reach the top shelf that you cannot.  It will look like the right thing at the right time.  You don’t have to worry about lack, or your crazy boss, or about anything b/c you have the capacity to handle it.  And…that is the ultimate power. 

P:  How do you hold onto that power and confidence when you are doing something and in fact you get to the point where you feel a little shaky? I am doing something boldly and with confidence. I have great confidence that I can handle it.  But with certain consequences. I’m feeling a bit shaky. 

H:  Not clear on consequences you are referring to. 

P:  I am dealing with a situation in which I have confidence and am certain that I am right.  I’m dealing with it but there are certain risks and I have these little twinges. 

H:  Friend that is what we’re saying.  You have to learn to manufacture the essence of the first grader and peace it at will. Then, when you feel shaky, you replace the shakiness with the essence of the first grader/peace. This will take practice.  Do you remember when you and your daughter went to see your nephew lift 500 lbs. in a competition? 

P:  Yes. 

H:  Did he start lifting at 500 lbs. or did he work up to the 500 lbs.?

P: worked up to it.   

H:  What you are asking is can I lift 500 lbs. at the beginning?  No. You are going to start practicing and trying again and again and keep practicing till you are successful.  Practice manufacturing the gentle confidence of a first grader/peace until you can call it to you at will. 

P:  A first grader has not a lot of life experience so it’s easy to have confidence b/c they have not been knocked down. That is where I would falter.  For me I need to remind myself of who I am and what I’m doing.  Even write myself a note of who I am that I look at.  The fear comes up to not believe in yourself.  How can I believe in myself when I have all this proof in the past that things did not work out? 

H:  Let’s talk about the game Pin the Tail on the Donkey, which is the game you are playing now on a massive scale.  When you are born, you are spun around until you lose our orientation and then you are told to go pin the tail on the donkey.  But you are disoriented and you stay disoriented – most of you – all of your life.  You die never figuring out where to put the tail.  What we are doing now (this group of physicals and Higgins) is trying to get you re-oriented so that you can accurately and precisely pin the tail on the donkey.  Getting yourself back into the alignment, the confidence of a first grader that you had before you got disoriented and twisted around.  That is the game, Friends.  Bring yourself back here and stay here regardless of what has happened to you in the past.  B/c if you get to that stable place, nothing, nothing, my friends, can throw you off balance and everything will always work out right for you. 

P:  I was listening to the peace meditation on the meditation vibrations music.  I was wondering is that frequency accurate on that recording?  When people play it you connect into that? You are bringing that in.  If someone wants peace they can listen to that music and peace will come in. 

H:  That is correct. However, that is peace.  What we’re talking about is a different energy that we don’t have words for.  We simply call it the gentle confidence of a first grader and peace.  Peace is an aspect of this energy.  It has a gentle confidence that goes with it.  When that music is listened to, there are beings that are called forth and will help.

P:  There is a heart math technique I have used for a long time and would teach cancer patients when they were having anxiety.  This technique is basically just grounding and breathe in and out through your heart.  It calms your vagal system.  The part that seems most important to me is you are asked to visualize something that you love.   The technique we did (that you do this initially when you are learning it for about 5 minutes several times a day) can eventually become an automatic response.  This technique can get you through the moment and even hours, but it is not sustainable if the situation is still there.  I get the peace part, but the confidence part we haven’t learned so well.  This last year the more my belief system accepts that I can be powerful all the time, the more things seem to fall in place.  If you are wanting something and that thing happens even if you don’t expect it to, write it down.  That is evidence.  We are products of our environment and we need empirical evidence.  You can’t really exercise that power until you get that peace inside and the feeling embodied that I am a powerful individual. 

H:  We think you are saying that you are trying to sustain this emotion all the time. 

P:  I don’t think of it as an emotion but well-being. 

H:  If you are thinking of it as well-being, that would be a base-line emotional level and we really like that thought process for you.  However, one cannot feel the same emotion all the time b/c emotions are information.  It’s like (your eternal self and your spirit guides) are steering you.  Your emotions are saying “ooh that pinched and didn’t feel good so I need to make a correction in my “driving.”  You won’t feel this all the time.  We want you to have access to better feeling emotions (such as the gentle confidence of a first grader infused with peace) at will. 

One of the things you said is that you could write down the things that were good that happened that day.  We strongly encourage that or something similar.  Make a habit every day of writing the good things that happened to you and especially the things that you intended.  Before you meet with a co-worker that you want to create rapport with, go out of your way to find one thing you appreciate about them.  You don’t have to like them.  Just one thing you appreciate about them.  If you are going to have a meeting, what are the results you want from that meeting?  After you have intended your day in advance then at the end of the day look at how many times the Universe provided you with a response and what the response was.  It builds confidence.  This is the equivalent of learning to lift 500 lbs. You start little and move up.  You practice this emotion as you are thinking up your day in advance or any time you get in a sticky situation. Bring yourself back to this base-line emotion of the gentle confidence of a first grader and peace. When you can do that upon the instant then when you are talking to people who do not agree with you, you will be calmer and the best possible solution will come out.  It still may not be entirely to your liking but it will be much better than perhaps the worst outcome would have been.

P:  A lot of it is getting old belief systems out of my frame of reference and putting in new ones. 

H:  Yes. 

Meditation.