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Higgins private session – 4/23/2026

Your energy flow is stuck at your head.  You have great joy under the surface.  When you are frustrated, you use humor.  When you feel down you make a joke, so that humor gets stuck in your head.  Let your energy flow into the earth as many times a day as needed.

Let’s talk about what it’s like to be human ( your current job):  sheer joy, growth opportunities.  You are growth-seeking beings.  This life is designed to be pleasurable, bountiful, easy, beautiful.  Earth is designed to cradle and nurture you with your growth.  Each human has a gift:  when you express that gift, it takes you toward joy.  With athletes, dancers, etc., it’s easy to see the gift.  With many others, your gift is not so readily knowable.  For example:  if the gift is to love well – that isn’t as marketable as athletic prowess.  Humans don’t know what to do with that gift. 

Your job is to discover your gift and then pursue avenues that share that gift.

Breathe. 

If someone has artistic ability, they try might try to paint.  If that doesn’t work they can try sculpture, baking, stained glass, exploring different expressions of artistic ability. Then suddenly, boom, they find their expression because they tried different things until they found THE thing. Their IT thing.

Try what sparks your interest.  May not be THE thing but the exploring leads to something, then something else, then eventually something that makes your heart soar.  Let’s say a natural athlete chooses soccer.  Soccer isn’t THE gift, it is the frame for the gift to be expressed.  Athletic prowess is not the gift (it is the frame).  The gift is using the body or being in the body; the vibrant desire to explore the limits of the human body.  Kind of the same as loving well.  It is a matter of how it is expressed in the world. 

“Divine right action is always taking place in my life.  Only good comes from each experience.  It is safe growing up.” 

“I am flexible and flowing.  I bend and flow with ease and all is well.”

Compassion, understanding, forgiveness.  We want you to look for what makes you happy; what sparks your interest.  That is a signal that pursuing that will eventually lead you toward the joy you came here to know and be.  Expose yourself to positive opportunities that spark your interest in something.  Consider time to time when you are alone (with no one to compare yourself to): Can I allow myself to be perfect in this moment?

Your personal aura extends two feet above you, and two feet below you in an egg-shaped cocoon.  Allow yourself to love yourself.  Love where you are in life. This is the beginning of a beautiful unfolding: more vigor, more enthusiasm. Follow up with dedicated commitment.  You will find your happiness there.  You have found many things that have sparked your interest and have pursued them and found happiness in many of those things.  Yet, you are not filled with joy.  Your baseline emotional level is not joy as you wish. It is not as high as you would like it to be although you are in a much better position now to express joy than when we (Higgins) first met you.  Continue to seek those things that interest you and pursue them.  You are much more stable than before. 

Consider:  take quiet time to sit with your spirit guides.  Make a list on paper of things that are really important in life.  (example:  surrounded by nurturing, supportive friends, health, money, harmony, joy, etc.)