Question:     For years I’ve been trying to conceive without luck. I have pcos but many women do and still have a baby. I’ve done everything from tracking, natural therapies. My hope is… depleting. This is the short version. I feel like I’M being punished, foresaken or cursed.

Cheryl’s note:     “pcos” refers to Polycystic Ovary Syndrome.

Mayo Clinic definition:     Polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS) is a common hormonal disorder among women of reproductive age. The name of the condition comes from the appearance of the ovaries in most, but not all, women with the disorder — enlarged and containing numerous small cysts located along the outer edge of each ovary (polycystic appearance).

Infrequent or prolonged menstrual periods, excess hair growth, acne and obesity can all occur in women with polycystic ovary syndrome. In adolescents, infrequent or absent menstruation may signal the condition. In women past adolescence, difficulty becoming pregnant or unexplained weight gain may be the first sign.

Higgins:     First and foremost we wish to convey to you that you are not being punished. You are not forsaken. Nor have you been cursed. It may feel that way but it is not true. That Prime Source of Energy that exists (often called God) does not do any of those things. In fact, your life experience is actually created by you.

Life experience is partially pre-determined before birth. The aspect of you that is eternal, in a very considered way, gathered with other eternal souls and brainstormed. As individuals and as a group you discussed what sort of life experiences each of you needed to gain insight and to grow emotionally as souls.

A very good example is a person born without limbs, born deaf or having Down’s Syndrome. The souls that inhabit these bodies are thrilled to have the opportunity for the growth experience provided by these unique bodies.

Your soul’s plan for personal growth was all about remaining centered, emotionally balanced in your Truth, regardless of the life situations that came your way. While you didn’t say as a soul being, “I think PCOS will be just the ticket,” once you arrived into your physical body your POWERFUL pre-paving of this life experience kicked in. We can say with certainty that you have had many occurrences in your life with the potential to knock you off your emotional balance. PCOS was, if you will view it this way, an easy thing to draw to you so that you would have the opportunity for the desired growth and emotional expansion.

Life experience is also created by what you focus your attention on and, importantly, how you feel about those things you focus upon. How well you focus upon those things that uplift your heart determines how much pre-planned negativity is experienced. This means that if you are able to consistently focus on those things that cause your heart to soar it is possible to avoid drawing into your life most if not all of the pre-planned difficulties.

The first thing that you need to do to start turning this situation around is get your personal energy flowing. We can feel you and the majority of your energy is stuck over your left shoulder. Energy should flow smoothly from head to toe, grounding in the Earth. An energetic aura should surround you in an egg shape that begins about 2 feet over  your head and ends about 2 feet underground. (This varies from person to person but this is an easy average.)

Direct your energy to flow head to toe with a downward sweeping motion of one hand and the mental intention for your personal energy to flow harmoniously through you for a happy and fulfilling life experience. We encourage you to do this many times a day. It will help you return to emotional center, emotional balance.

Next, every disappointment, every aspect of life that tends to throw you for a loop or causes you to feel anything other than positive, you must address it right away. These are the aspects of life that are drawn to you specifically to assist you in stabilizing your emotions. You must master this.

When you are emotionally stable enough to realize you will be happy regardless of whether or not you are able to bear biological children you will relax. When relaxation occurs the barrier you have unintentionally created (unintentionally from your physical aspect) will evaporate and then, if your body is at that time capable of bearing children, you will conceive.

We welcome further questions upon this should you need clarification.

Received August 28, 2014 at Lake Goodwin, Washington  USA