Category Archives: A Conversation with Higgins

An Experience with Higgins: Counting to Negative Twenty

A clear routine is unfolding. At night, as soon as I get into bed, I begin a backwards count. Sometimes they choose the number for me to start at and sometimes I just start at zero. Last night zero was … Continue reading

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A Conversation with Higgins, November 30, 2021

Again last night Higgins asked me to count backwards to twenty prior to going to sleep. I haven’t made it to twenty yet. I fall asleep somewhere around 19.6. What is at twenty that is so hard to achieve? Last … Continue reading

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A Conversation with Higgins, November 29, 2021

Higgins asked me not to post this morning’s communication. I have been working on it since I awakened at 0318 this morning. It has been just under an hour. They said it is not clear. This is the first time … Continue reading

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A Conversation with Higgins, November 28, 2021

I haven’t written since Thursday morning when somehow I lost the document Higgins was near to completing. Their words that day were, to me in that moment, life changing. The words are lost and the feelings and understanding they brought … Continue reading

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A Conversation with Higgins, November 24, 2021

C: I’m awake at this ridiculous hour and am hoping to spend a few minutes connecting with you about the last couple of days. One or two nights ago you had me count backwards to negative 16. At negative 16 … Continue reading

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Thoughts on the Last Few Days

Just a brief note to share about the last few days. Higgins has been helping me reach the emotion of gratitude and to differentiate it from what I thought was gratitude. There is a slogan, “Attitude of Gratitude”, and Higgins … Continue reading

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A Conversation with Higgins, November 22, 2021

C: Good morning, Higgins. This is where you left off yesterday: “Mankind is experiencing shoes that don’t fit. That is the strife you see being expressed as all sorts of ugliness. You are metaphorically kicking off shoes that don’t fit. … Continue reading

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A Conversation with Higgins, November 20, 2021

Last night I slid into bed with the usual intent of connecting with Higgins for a few minutes. I think bedtime is a good time to connect with them because I am tired and sleepy. Whether that is true or … Continue reading

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A Conversation with Higgins, November 19, 2021

Last night after getting into bed I initiated another backwards count. This time I started at zero and ended at (-) 13. It was extremely pleasant to rest in (-) 13 and after I simmered there a bit, Higgins ‘said’, … Continue reading

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A Conversation with Higgins, November 18, 2021

The time is 4:10 AM. I have been off work the last five days and head back to work today for a seven day stretch. I’m wondering how to get in these half hour conversations with Higgins. They actually take … Continue reading

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