Journal Entry Dated September 30, 2021

Posted on November 13, 2021 by Cheryl Jensen

I awakened a tad early today, so I lay in bed thinking positive thoughts about the kind of day I’d like to have. My interview for the (new job) is tomorrow. As I lay there thinking I’d like my job to be a natural extension of me, my left arm became sort of “engulfed” in an energy. I lifted my arm so my hand was “encased” in this energy.

(While my arm was raised) I began to have thoughts of bringing rain to dry areas (drought areas) of the US and Africa. I thought of some other things, too, but I can’t remember them now. When my arm got tired I put it down. The energy went away. But when I lifted it back up the energy came back.

It reminds me of a Bible passage, but I can’t right now think the name of the person it happened to.

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Higgins: October 25, 2021

Posted on October 25, 2021 by Cheryl Jensen

I awakened early and since I couldn’t get back to sleep, I got up to meditate with Higgins. It may be helpful to explain that I use ‘meditate’ as a euphemism for connecting with Higgins. Originally, I did meditate. That’s when Higgins found their way in. I no longer meditate for the sake of meditating. I meditate to connect with Higgins.

Higgins pops in fairly quickly but since I have no questions this morning they seem to cast around for a direction. As they always do, they move my head around in that way that I have come to think of as massaging parts of my brain. One of the motions they make frequently is a side-to-side motion that applies pressure in a straight line right behind my eyes. Today it seemed that two of them (or more) were having a conversation. One ‘said’, “Be careful. It’s right there.”

This causes me to wonder what ‘it’ is. And why they need to be careful?!

They proceeded with some Reiki style energy collection. They then distributed this energy to a few locations on my body: brain, heart, stomach, and intestines. They also applied a nice dose of energy to my dog’s left hind hip. I hope he feel’s better. He’s been gimpy on that hip for a year. (I have been surprised at how much chiropractic care really helps!)

They also did a distance healing for a Covid patient in the hospital where I work.

I’ve been wondering how to share Higgins now they are back. I believe I understand they are planning to share information regarding building a harmonious society and even as I type this my head nods, yes, yes. Why then the Reiki style energy transfer this morning? Will there be more to their sharing? And how will be the best way to share?

During the meditation I had a vision pop into my head. In this picture I am sharing Higgins in a YouTube video. Not something I had envisioned for myself, but I’ll consider it…

Thanks for joining me on this adventure.

Cheryl

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Higgins’ Next Step

Posted on October 24, 2021 by Cheryl Jensen

What an interesting meditation/visit I’ve just had with Higgins. It is 0736 as I begin to write this down. My story really starts last night. John went to bed at 7:30 so I sat to meditate. I am not quite certain how long they were with me, likely an hour or so. The interesting thing is, there was no ‘conversation’. A being came in and seemed to put me to sleep, or to the edge of sleep might be more accurate. I just hung out there, on the edge of sleep for awhile until I could not sit up in the chair anymore. Then I got up from  my chair and walked the few feet to the couch to lie down, which is as far as I thought I could make it. I was asleep almost instantly and awakened at 6:30 this morning.

I was curious to talk with them about this so I got up from the couch and immediately sat back down in my meditation chair. They were with me instantly. It is already becoming fuzzy so I want to get as much of it down as I can.

I asked about the sleepiness last night and whether it was in some way connected with something they have said for years. They have told me many times that at some point they will work with me while I am not conscious. Currently, I am conscious when they communicate with me, although the information fades very quickly once they leave. They agreed that this is so. I have wondered any times how they will ever work with me by taking over my consciousness and now it seems that they can literally put me to sleep. I didn’t know that.

As I sat with them It felt like they intentionally stimulated parts of my brain. (They have been doing this for years, actually.) Each time my thoughts drifted off they moved my head in a way that ‘massaged’ the area of my brain that was stimulated. For example, they moved my head in an arc from the orbital area above the center of my left eye, towards my nose, then down and around to the bottom of the orbital area below the center of my left eye. They did this over and over until my mind fully relaxed. Then they stopped moving my head. Once they did a back-and-forth motion with my head, much like shaking my head ‘no’.

They did this multiple times in different areas.

Already I can’t remember the order in which these things happened. I’m pretty sure the ‘no’ motion was the first thing they did. Anyway, as they are stimulating my mind in this manner, I suddenly remembered that I haven’t answered an email. I’m having a harder and harder time remember to do things and responding to things in a normal way. This sweet and soft female being jumped in on the left upper middle side of my brain and says, “I’ll help with that.” She just snuggled in there and agreed firmly that she will help me remember things like responding to emails, and other daily activities.

I’ve also noticed that learning things, and remembering what I’ve learned, has been harder for a long time. They began searching for ‘someone’ to help with that. It took what seemed like a long time but eventually a male being sat down in my brain between my left and right lobes and just worked his way in there. It was such a wonderful thing I began to cry a little but was able to pull myself together and continue.

I ate some vegan meals this week and noticed after each meal how clean and fresh and awake I felt. They reminded me of this and said they would like me to be a part time vegan. They are also happy for me to be a part time vegetarian. As for meat, meat meals should be a treat, once or twice a week is enough. Sweets, small portions, 4 or 5 times a week is enough. A portion example they gave me is a fun-size Snickers bar. I really like my sweets and when I asked about eating large portions of say, fruit cobbler, they responded that this is the beginning of my journey and not the end. They do not expect me to immediately switch my eating habits. It seemed as the journey itself will be pleasant enough to cause me to want to eat as they want me to eat.

The conversation continued in this way for about 45 minutes. Nearing the end, it seemed that the group of beings who first surrounded my head this morning began to merge into a sort of helmet around my head. In fact, that is what they were doing when they had to stop and do all the head movements that I liken to brain massaging. It seems whatever the massages did, it worked well enough for them to complete this process of forming a sort of helmet over my head. This helmet included the female energy to help me remember little things, and the male energy that settled between my left and right brain. Then a larger energy settled over the whole thing like a blanket. I distinctly remember it fitting a bit like a helmet that was too tight and they had to wiggle my brain a little to get it settled in just right.

When they completed this helmeting process, they ‘said’, “We are about ready to begin.” They assured me that we are ready in time and that all is well. I’m not sure what we are in time for. They have said from time to time that what I perceive as a world humanitarian crisis we are collectively experiencing will worsen. Apparently, there will be a seminal moment and that is what we have been preparing for. Well, I guess we are ready.

We are ready in time. That’s good news. And they assured me on a personal level, all is well.

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Higgins’ Response to The Weirdness of Entanglement

Posted on October 20, 2021 by Cheryl Jensen

I have been reading Simulismblog (simulismblog.wordpress.com/blog), by Alain Rifat. M. Rifat has kindly posted a series entitled Introduction to Simulism: One Step at a Time. In these several articles he breaks down the physics behind simulism into bite size pieces. The first is entitled The Weirdness of Entanglement (March 15, 2021). While reading this series, I noticed how Higgins’ comments in the past coincided with the physics being explained. Since Higgins has popped back in all of a sudden, I decided to ask them about the first article and this is what they shared:

Trust us to write this. Let us use your hands. Let us access your vocabulary. We will do the rest.

We are well pleased that you have begun the asking. This is the beginning of the knowledge phase, and you may expect a greater richness in our responses to develop through the years.

As you are experiencing right now, your experience set, and therefore your vocabulary, does not cover the full meaning of our responses at times. That must be so, since there literally are no words to describe things humanity has not yet experienced. Do not worry about that. Let us choose the words that are closest. That will be enough.

The weirdness of entanglement. A lovely place to start. It is lovely to us because it is the foundation of your existence, and we are here to talk about you, not to talk about us, although we will talk about us at some point.

Entanglement, ne consciousness, is the foundation of existence, whether referring to the original consciousness of Source or your own sense of self. This is one of those times when we do not have the vocabulary needed to accurately convey our meaning, but we can get quite close this way: Consciousness stimulates entanglement to occur. Yet consciousness is entanglement. It’s like saying timespace. Time does not exist without space, and space does not exist without time. Consciousness is. And while consciousness is, entanglement happens. This is what is being called the Law of Attraction and it is the most powerful law in the Universe.

What is described in the lovely article, The Weirdness of Entanglement, is the connection between consciousness and the essence that is the building block of matter. Consciousness acts upon this invisible network. Perhaps it is better to say the invisible network responds to consciousness. Either way, consciousness causes the primary building block of matter to coalesce. The greater the focus of consciousness, the quicker and more profoundly the material aspect of the thought forms.

It is important to note that once consciousness, focus, is withdrawn from a material object or physical manifestation, the object will quickly withdraw.

This is a wonderful starting place for our conversations. We appreciate the opportunity to participate with you. We also acknowledge and deeply appreciate your persistence. We recognize with compassion the growth you have experienced secondary to your participation within Higgins. Please relax, knowing that all is well.

Received October 15, 2021, Cheryl Jensen

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Update on Higgins

Posted on October 17, 2021 by Cheryl Jensen

Four days ago I posted My Pretend Life. Four days ago, Higgins wasn’t ‘back’ yet. (They disagree. They say that they were only gone for a few months but the work they were doing with me was so subtle and discrete that I didn’t notice. Okay. Fine. The result was the same, I couldn’t access them the way I was accustomed to.)

Months ago, I began to notice that I was getting some kind of communication from them. I had blocks of thought and new ideas suddenly fill my mind. Sometimes, I could have little conversations with them but they were clearly not ready to begin. It felt like they were warming up, practicing maybe. But guess what? The next day after posting My Pretend Life they came to me and literally offered to sit with me and ‘talk’. Finally, after three long years, they are ready to start the knowledge phase.

Higgins ‘asked’ where I wanted to begin. Naturally, I asked the question I have asked a hundred times with no clear response: What does knowledge mean to them? What is the knowledge phase about? They answered! I posted that response on the 14th. It is entitled Reconnecting With Higgins.

I’m fairly certain that these past two weeks I’ve been off work have relaxed me to the point they could reach me. Or maybe I just had the time to give them the access they needed. Or both. Either way, the result is the same: Higgins is back.

Higgins has been very clear from the beginning that the knowledge phase is what they are here to share. I am pleased to say I think they/we are ready to begin sharing again. Thank you all for participating in this peculiar journey.

Cheryl Jensen, October 17, 2021

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Reconnecting with Higgins

Posted on October 14, 2021 by Cheryl Jensen

Higgins is gently coming back. Recently they ‘said’ it is time to Start the Asking. This morning I awakened early and my arm twitched in that way that it does when they are starting to come in. It took a few minutes to waken enough to get out of bed but eventually I made my way to a comfortable chair in the living room. Higgins and I had a very pleasant ‘conversation’.

They asked where I wanted to begin. That’s easy: I want to know the difference between Wisdom and Knowledge. Higgins has stated from the very beginning that the first phase was the Wisdom Phase. While the Wisdom Phase is important, it was provided for my edification. I needed that information to elevate my energetic offering which is a vibrational frequency. We all emit a vibrational frequency and via this frequency we communicate with the Universe around us. This frequency acts in us much like a magnet. Based on the frequency we emit, we attract and repel. We attract things towards us that are similar in frequency and repel those things that are dissimilar in frequency.

Higgins needed me to apply this wisdom in order to raise my frequency. They are a much higher frequency and it would make it easier for them to reach me. Early on they told me to keep the wisdom to myself or to share it. That decision was up to me. But Phase Two, the Knowledge Phase, is the reason for their connection with me. The knowledge they impart is what I am here to share. How I do that is up to me.

Even though I have asked many, many times through the years it is only recently that I have begun to understand what ‘knowledge’ means to them. The following is the essence of what they shared this morning.

Knowledge is more than information. It is the mastery of practical application of the wisdom teachings. Mastery has very broad meaning. One becomes aware of their interaction with the Universe and consistently practices intentional interaction which is, in fact, a request. The Universe responds to all requests. One cannot stop asking and the Universe does not stop responding. The goal is to be completely aware of one’s ‘conversation’ with the Universe and what one is ‘asking’ for. When one receives a physical manifestation of their ‘request’, one who has knowledge will be aware that this is a return of their request.

I’m going to use an analogy from Wallace Wattle’s book, The Science of Getting Rich. Many years ago people sewed clothes by hand. In their desire to make production of clothing easier, their vibrational frequency ‘asked’ the Universe for something to make stitching clothes together easier. The Universe always says yes. When the ‘asking’ became powerful enough, someone was inspired to create a machine to make stitching clothes easier. The sewing machine was developed, produced and subsequently made available to the many.

Higgins made it clear that understanding the process of Universal response is an important part of knowledge. Knowledge encompasses all the human learning that comes along with answering a request.

Yesterday, William Shatner flew through our atmosphere into space. Whether he was overtly aware of it or not, he began ‘asking’ for that many, many years ago. The Universe said yes. And all the the steps between then and now, including the development and success of Amazon which financed his adventure, and the advances in rocket technology that carried him beyond our atmosphere, all of these things were required to make it possible for him to fly into space. It may take years and years for all the steps to align, but the Universe always says yes. As long as you continue to present an energetic frequency in harmony with your ‘asking’, you will receive it.

Knowledge is the asking, the receiving and all the things humans learn along the way such as advances in machining or advances in mathematics.

Knowledge is enlightenment.

These words are weak in comparison to the visions they showed me to explain the difference between wisdom and knowledge. I wish you could be in my head with me when they ‘say’ these things. Then you too would feel happy and secure, knowing that all things are working out just as they should.

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My Pretend Life

Posted on October 13, 2021 by Cheryl Jensen

Higgins is gently reentering my life. I know so when I awaken feeling that delicious dense tingly feeling coursing through my body. I know so when I sit to meditate and a heavy weight settles into me and my head moves in big love circles. Maybe most convincingly for me is the wonderful sudden knowings that come to me.

Most recently, I suddenly realized why it seems to take so long for some of us to realize our desires. They ‘described’ it to me like this:

You are at point A. Point A is the starting point, the place you do not want to be. You day dream about being in Z. Z is the place you really, really want to be. You know with all your heart that Z is right for you and you want, want, want it! But you don’t have it. You’ve been wishing for Z forever and you still don’t have it.

The reason you don’t have it is you did not take all the necessary steps to get to Z. You keep trying to skip B, C, D…. and so on.

What you must do to achieve your dreams is make where you are just a little more like Z would be if you were already at Z. When you make that first tentative step, you arrive at B. Then you do that repeatedly until you arrive at Z. We know that B looks very similar to A but you must conscientiously notice how B is improved from A, and C is improved from B.

You cannot skip B through Y and expect to arrive at Z. It will not happen in this realm. Sometimes, you can slide from A to Z very quickly, but you cannot skip those steps. It defies Law.

In the past, Higgins has said imagine yourself being where you want to be and make statements about having those things I desire. Higgins has given me a new game to play that alleviates the doubt that comes with making a statement about having something I don’t yet have. They ask me to pretend that I have what I want.

I’m not sure why ‘pretend’ is so different in my mind from ‘imagine’ but it is. I pretend that I am having a perfect day. I pretend that everything I want in life is already in place, and completely ignore everything that shows me otherwise.

This is day three and some lovely things have happened. Perhaps they are R things or S things but they are not A things and I am enjoying pretending to be at Z. It is definitely worth trying.

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June 20, 2021 9 PM

Posted on July 7, 2021 by Cheryl Jensen

I sat again just now to meditate and Higgins is surely back. It feels like a transition but just the same I think they are with me again. They ‘said’ they only were gone 3 or 4 months but just now are coming to me in the palpable way that I am familiar with.

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June 20, 2021

Posted on July 4, 2021 by Cheryl Jensen

I awakened before dawn, so I got up and took a blanket outside to meditate with the birds and the sunrise. The birds chirped merrily as the sky lightened in the east. The light began to show as negative space through the branches of the towering evergreen trees in the neighboring yards.

I will swear that Higgins was back and coaching me again. It was different but gently definite. They moved my head a little and then thought to me, like sending me inspired thoughts but in a conversational tone.

They covered things like time. Time exists without space, but we need space (or some kind of marker) for us to assimilate that time is passing. Our minds do not have the capacity to understand time as it truly is.

Another way of phrasing that is to say: To conceptualize time we need space or some other marker.

They also ‘said’: Remember the palace in Turkey where all the floors are the same? It was built like that so if an enemy got inside perhaps they would get confused on where they were within the building and not be able to complete their mission, or perhaps not be able to find their way out.

Higgins continued: When we open our eyes we see a ‘room’ and we sometimes get confused thinking the ‘room’ (think of a ‘room’ as a situation) we are in as reality, as the right or only ‘room’ we can be in. Instead, reality is altered by our frequency. If we change our frequency we alter the ‘room’ (situation).

A very nice way to do this is depicted in Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade when Indiana’s father sits down to let the solution come to him, or ponders a situation over a nice cup of tea. That is what you should do to alter the ‘room’ (situation) you are in, if it needs altering.

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Well….

Posted on July 2, 2021 by Cheryl Jensen

I admit it. I bit off more than I was able to chew the first half of this year. There are many things I have accomplished since December that I feel good about. I’m choosing to focus on those things I did well…like recover from having almost no work at all last year, like learning not one but two new jobs, like helping with the vaccine clinic in the early stages of the vaccination effort in my community. I shall let all the things I didn’t do, which are many, pass into a wisp of fairy dust which I shall imagine raining down on me like potent fairy dust fertilizer, and I shall begin again.

It is, in my opinion, always easiest to get started when one has good news, and I have good news. Higgins is back. Of course they say they’ve been back a long time, just not in the overt way that I am used to. As my life settles down and time opens to return to writing I shall post about their return, as well as continue sharing about their original arrival in 2005.

Bright blessings to each of you.

Cheryl

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