A Conversation with Higgins, November 16, 2021

Tucker woke me up during the night. I lay in bed a moment trying to wake up enough to get up and as I lay there those few moments something jumped into my body with that delicious tingly feeling I get when Higgins’ energy merges with mine. They jumped in right around my solar plexus. I believe I was lying on my back.

I had a few brief glimpses, visions of sorts. I remember a blond head, maybe a boy’s head; a long road stretching out before me; and a few other things I couldn’t determine because they flashed past so quickly.

I tried to relax enough to let my soul get out if that is what they wanted to do and though my mind got fuzzy and ‘wobbled’ a few times, I did not lose consciousness.

Obviously, Tucker awakened me so he could go outside, and I wondered what to do about that. Tucker has this way of letting me know it must be done. He stomps from the living room, down the hall into the bedroom, throws his body against the bed and stomps back to the living room, panting heavily the entire time. He made it seem urgent.

You can understand my dilemma.

When Higgins came to me the very first time, I remember them taking over my body in a similar fashion. I was paralyzed and could not move, nor could I think very well. I could think a little so I tried with Higgins this time and to my surprise I could think to them, ‘Tucker needs to go out’. They ‘said’ let’s do it together.

I did get up and let the dog out. I went back to bed within a few minutes, but the wonderful, powerful, tingly connection was lost and did not return.

C: We ended yesterday’s conversation with these words from you:  The truth is your stay on Earth wouldn’t feel like a Mt. Everest challenge if you had the tools you need to navigate the Earth environment.

Part one of getting at the root of the problem: providing the tools you need to do your job.

Would you like to expand on this today?

H: The history of man on Earth is not quite as most of you perceive it to be. Man’s history goes back hundreds of thousands of years. You were created by races of advanced beings who taught you their ways of doing things. Some of them had differing ideas about what you should be taught.

Even now on Earth some are encouraged to go to school while others are discouraged from learning. This is a way of keeping a segment of society in check It is a fear based response.

Will you hearken back to the Book of Genesis? Since we are getting at the root of the problem, this is a good place to start. In Genesis, the story says a serpent tempted Eve to eat from the tree of Good and Evil. When Eve and Adam did eat from the tree their eyes were opened.

The serpent was a conscious, thinking life form that existed on Earth in those relatively early days of human development. Mankind was discovered to be capable of utilizing the mind to create, and some wanted that developed while others felt it was not beneficial.

The serpent form simply coached early humans in a way that was not beneficial to those who felt they had a right to be in charge. Primarily, they felt they had this right because they were those who put the work into developing mankind.

We will stop here and allow you to digest this. Of note, we are losing our connection with you as your anxiety level increases. When we connect with you tomorrow, we will go over this statement for correctness before we move on.

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A Conversation with Higgins, November 15, 2021

C: Good morning, Higgins. We were talking yesterday about getting at the root of the problem. You were likening us to trees, and what is needed to grow a strong, beautiful tree. Good growing conditions with a touch of adversity seemed to be your response.

H: We are having the equivalent of what you call a belly laugh. That you perceive our words, ‘a certain level of difficulty’ as adversity is very funny to us. It also gives us a clearer understanding of the difficulty of your environment. Many of us have never been physical. We have the equivalent of consultants among us who have been physical and share with us the complications you face.

Regarding ‘level of difficulty’: Prior to birth you set up a sort of obstacle course for yourself. You made agreements with others who would be physical at the same time who willingly agree to participate in your life experience. Some offer guidance, some offer friendship and support, some offer that which you refer to as adversity. These are all things you anticipate needing to grow spiritually, which is the reason you come forth at all. You anticipate enjoying yourself and handling these interactions and obstacles with ease.

The Earth environment is heavy. Imagine the difference between swimming in water and swimming in molasses—that is the difference between what you thought the Earth environment would be like and what it is.

These events that you call adversity are intended as challenges. Physical life is very enjoyable. In most environments it is very easy. Earth is a desirable location for physical existence because there is a higher level of difficulty. You could liken it to the difference between taking a vacation to relax in the sun vs. a vacation to climb a mountain.

The issue really comes because you didn’t realize you were climbing Mt. Everest. The truth is your stay on Earth wouldn’t feel like a Mt. Everest challenge if you had the tools you need to navigate the Earth environment.

Part one of getting at the root of the problem: providing the tools you need to do your job.

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A Conversation with Higgins, November 14, 2021 Part Two of Two

H: Continuing our conversation about trees as a metaphor for getting to the root of the problem…

Given a poor environment, some trees will die, and some will live. Of those that live, some will be stunted, some will be more wonderful and more beautiful because they are stunted, and some will manage to grow into magnificent trees despite the environment. Although it is easiest to grow into a beautiful tree when all the needed ingredients are easily available, sometimes the root structure doesn’t develop as robustly as it would if the growing conditions were more difficult. Sometimes the branches are weaker because they have not learned to bend in the wind.

To be blunt about it: Getting to the root of the problem means providing humanity with the tools it needs to develop, without removing a certain level of difficulty necessary for spiritual growth.

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A Conversation with Higgins, November 14, 2021 Part One of Two

C: Higgins, you ‘said’ recently, in one of these typed conversations, that it is the asking that drives you. Maybe it would be better to say that it is the asking that summons a response from you. I’m not really sure how and where to start. Will you give me some direction? I could ask wisdom type questions, but we’ve done that. I don’t know what knowledge encompasses, so it’s hard to start anywhere.

H:  In the same way that you cannot do the work of a pharmacist without the basic math you learned in grade school, we cannot function with you without the use of the wisdom we shared with you. Please continue to ask for clarification upon that topic whenever necessary.

As for moving into questions of knowledge:

You are interested in getting at the root of the problem. Ask that. Ask, “Higgins, what is the root of the problem?” Ask things like, “Higgins, how do we solve the homelessness issue?” Ask, “Higgins, what can be done about global warming?” Ask, “Higgins, how do we structure the development of communities to best support the happiness and well-being of mankind, as well as support the needs of nature (the planet, plants, animals and so forth?) Ask, “Higgins, let’s re-establish a life-supporting distribution of rainfall across Africa and the planet in general.” Ask, “Higgins, let’s find a way to compost nuclear waste.” Ask, “Higgins….”

C: I like that answer.

H: Go back and read our response from yesterday. We will wait here.

C: The first response from you that seems like a place to start is about getting at the root of the problem. I remember having conversations with my mother about this. I was about thirteen at the time. I don’t remember the context, but I would respond with something about ‘that’ not working, we need to get at the root of the problem. I don’t remember what ‘that’ was.

Higgins, how do we get at the root of the problem?

H: The beginning. A very good place to start. Also, possibly one of the broadest questions you could ask of us. That is not correct. This question stimulates a response that is possibly one of the broadest responses you could draw from us. We will break the response into small pieces and spoon them out in bite size amounts.

If you plant a seed and it doesn’t grow, what do you do? You ask yourself questions. Was the seed viable? Did it have enough water? But not too much water? Did it have the proper nutrients? Did it receive enough light? Or too much heat? Or not enough warmth, perhaps? Did you give it enough time?

When mankind was young we asked ourselves, “Is mankind a viable seed?” We tweeked you a little here and there and discovered that indeed, mankind is a viable seed. You need to be tended, nurtured, to bring you into your healthiest, happiest, most fruitful best selves. You also need more time to grow into a mature and fruitful species.

When you sat in that car all those years ago, saying to your mother, “We need to get at the root of the problem,” you were connecting with your prebirth agreement. We are the answer to that request.

Digest this and we will continue to expand on the answer tomorrow.

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A Conversation with Higgins, November 12, 2021

C: I would like to connect with you this evening with the intention of having some inspiration and clarity on sharing you. Specifically, what would make me happiest; bring me the most money; simultaneously bringing me the most freedom; and meet, with the expectation of exceeding, all my prebirth and since birth agreements for working with (as) Higgins?

Response: Write. There is no need to limit yourself or pigeonhole yourself. Just write. It is ok to be fantastically prolific and to excel in multiple genres.

Pen and paper have been your friends since childhood. That is the best directional arrow.

Get at the root of the problem. This is another friend of yours since you were a young teen. Another best.

Speaking is not a thing you enjoy. Do it well when you must, otherwise, focus on writing. It is what you like to do and do well and with ease.

Jesus healing. Energetic healing of the Earth and that which lives in and upon it. This has stimulated your imagination since meeting us. Healing this way will require you to get to the root of you.

C: You are correct about these things. These responses cover your request for me to define the format I would like to use to share you. Clearly, writing is the first choice and meditation/energy healing is the other.

The next aspect this brings me to is how to receive you. There are many things I think I would like and I don’t know whether this has been decided in advance. If it has not, there are some things I would like.

-I would like you not to scare me

-I would like you to arrive in such a manner, and maintain such a presence while you are with me, that your presence is incontrovertible.

-I would like multiple fluid methods of communicating with you. For example, I like the meditation format and I might also like to have you speak in my ear as you did once. I might like to use telekinesis. I might like clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience, claircognizance and from time to time it would be fun to have heightened taste and smell, hearing and sight.

-In the end, what I want is to connect with you in ways that are incontrovertible to me as well as to others. AND to bring you forth in ways that are enjoyable for you and for me.

-I would like our relationship to be easy and friendly.

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A Conversation with Higgins, November 11, 2021

C: I would like to connect with you this evening with the intention of having some inspiration and clarity on sharing you. Specifically, what would make me happiest; bring me the most money; simultaneously bringing me the most freedom; and meet, with the expectation of exceeding, all my prebirth and since birth agreements for working with (as) Higgins?

Response: Write. There is no need to limit yourself or pigeonhole yourself. Just write. It is ok to be fantastically prolific and to excel in multiple genres.

Pen and paper have been your friends since childhood. That is the best directional arrow.

Get at the root of the problem. This is another friend of yours since you were a young teen. Another best.

Speaking is not a thing you enjoy. Do it well when you must, otherwise, focus on writing. It is what you like to do and do well and with ease.

Jesus healing. Energetic healing of the Earth and that which lives in and upon it. This has stimulated your imagination since meeting us. Healing this way will require you to get to the root of you.

C: You are correct about these things. These responses cover your request for me to define the format I would like to use to share you. Clearly, writing is the first choice and meditation/energy healing is the other.

The next aspect this brings me to is how to receive you. There are many things I think I would like and I don’t know whether this has been decided in advance. If it has not, there are some things I would like.

-I would like you not to scare me

-I would like you to arrive in such a manner, and maintain such a presence while you are with me, that your presence is incontrovertible.

-I would like multiple fluid methods of communicating with you. For example, I like the meditation format and I might also like to have you speak in my ear as you did once. I might like to use telekinesis. I might like clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience, claircognizance and from time to time it would be fun to have heightened taste and smell, hearing and sight.

-In the end, what I want is to connect with you in ways that are incontrovertible to me as well as to others. AND to bring you forth in ways that are enjoyable for you and for me.

-I would like our relationship to be easy and friendly.

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A Conversation with Higgins, November 10, 2021

November 15, 2021. I am realizing that Higgins is beginning to share information of interest and I want for you to have an understanding of their words, but also how it is for me to receive them. What follows from November 10 is an attempt at creating a conversation with them. I find this hard to do because I don’t know what constitutes the knowledge phase. I certainly understand wisdom phase questions but I am less clear about knowledge. In the end, I just started with the thing on my mind that day.

November 10, 2021

What causes overweightedness in a person, me for example?

H: It is not all about fulfillment, but in many instances overweight is a reflection of overwhelm. Look around you and notice how many things you have stored in excess. As you begin to approach a life in which each day brings a sense of fulfillment, you will not have to eat to achieve that feeling of fullness.

How does one approach a life in which each day brings a sense of fulfillment?

H: Where does your passion lie? Spend an amount of time each day working at that thing that you are passionate about. If passion does not describe your interest level, then spend an amount of time each day working at that thing that continually impresses itself upon you that you would like to do it.

I guess for me, that is you.

H: Yes. And during your lifetime, what is one thing that has been easy for you and been a constant thought for you?

Writing, of course.

H: Yes. Does it make sense then, that when you think of bringing us forth via the written word you feel most comfortable?

Yes.

H: And when you observe your physical surroundings and notice the things that you do not like and you are reminded again and again that you would like to write in such a way as to address those issues, does that not seem like a worthy goal?

Yes.

H: The thing that will bring you that sense of fulfillment has been before you, in plain sight, for many years. You have little belief in your ability to accomplish it and therefore you do not make much progress. Hence, you feel more overwhelmed and unable to ‘control’ your surroundings and that is why food is such a wonderful draw. That will not always be so.

Why do  you place the word control in ‘ ‘ marks?

H: Because control is not quite the correct word. You create your surroundings continually and in that respect have control, but you do not control a situation, a situation unfolds relative to what you create. In essence, you have control over your thoughts now, in the present, but once the thoughts you have become the past your opportunity to control your next now, your next present moment, is gone.

Will I be able to write your words in the way I want to write them?

H: You have the potential to do that. The question is, will you do that?

I try.

H: You talk about writing. You say you want to. In reality, you spend a much larger part of your time justifying why you don’t write than actually writing. Practice makes perfect. That is a true thing. You keep expecting perfection the first time out and then become frustrated when you do not have instant success. Write. Keep attempting one avenue and then another until you find the correct one. We mean, write the idea you have as far as it will go. Then write your next idea as far as it will go. Eventually you will have success.

Thank you, Higgins.

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Journal Entry Dated October 5, 2021

I write this on November 15 as I’m realizing a need to organize these interactions with Higgins. While this next entry from October 5 is out of order, it does seem to fit right in with the conversation I have been having with Higgins since the 8th.

October 5, 2021

I’m sitting with Higgins and they start with big love circles. Then someone sweet-like the Angel, perhaps-came in and ‘said’ let’s begin with a review. Then ‘she’ began to spell with my nose. “You are an integral facet of the cooperative that calls itself Higgins.”

Wisdom. That was for your edification. Now phase two-knowledge.

(I stopped to get a definition from Google Home Assistant. A partial definition of knowledge is facts, information, skills.)

Then they ‘said’ this by spelling to me with my nose: Start the asking. How to solve man’s problems. Health and happiness first: mental, physical, spiritual and emotional health.

Then I asked about speaking through me while I’m not conscious—will they still plan on doing that since it does not feel as though that is their intention. They ‘said’ we do work through you while you are not conscious. When you awaken and feel the intense tingly pressure of energy flowing through you, that is us working through you. (Apparently being asleep is equal to not being conscious.)

I asked, “What are you doing in that time?” At that point I lost the connection and was unable to receive a response.

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An Attempted Conversation with Higgins, November 9, 2021

I’m sitting in my comfy chair with Higgins. They roll my head a bit then open a hatch on the left side of my head and a little portion of me walks out and sort of hangs out there on the side of my head. After a few minutes, that portion of me opens the hatch only now it is a door and a bunch more of me oozes out. ‘I’, or at least I think it is the first portion of ‘me’ out the hatch, now bungees the door open so ‘I’ can get back in my head any time I want, if I start to feel nervous.

Naturally, as soon as ‘I’ stop flowing out of my brain, a portion of me starts flowing back inside my skull.

That is the point I stopped to type this.

Next…

As I try again to connect with Higgins, and hopefully allow some of my soul self out again, some little spot of energy tries to come in the door of my brain. It doesn’t get in. Apparently, there is a ‘guard’ at the door to my brain, monitoring the ins and outs. Good idea. Thanks Higgins.

I relax my mind a little while and then a procession of bits of my soul step out the door to my skull and walk down the stairs and as they get to the last step they sort of step off. Rather than falling down, they have parachutes that act like (I don’t know, a hang glider or balloon, but these pieces of my soul float up and hang out near the ceiling above me and off to the left a little bit.

Next…

Jesus healing. I write this down because it comes to me repeatedly as a thing I would like to do with Higgins. Getting it out of my mind and onto paper seems like a way to be able to move on with connecting with Higgins.

It does allow me to move on. The next ‘vision’ or sense that I have is of a guard on the left of the door to my skull as one would be walking in. There is also a doorman/guard who opens and closes the door. This way, the door to my skull remains closed but opens immediately should some aspect of ‘me’ want to get back in.

My thirty minutes is over and I will next ask my self to get back in my skull should any of me still be hanging out near the ceiling.

Next…

It takes about thirty seconds for them all to come back in. The first out was the last in and that part of my soul looked around for any straggling parts of me and then went in and the door was closed. Of note, the hatch door was opened by the doorman and they flew DOWN stairs into my skull around my jaw area. Maybe an easier flight path? But the stairs were heading down rather than up, which surprised me.

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A Directive Conversation with Higgins

This is my journal entry from November 8, 2021. It seems that as Higgins is returning they have some direct instructions for me. At first I didn’t think this was especially interesting. They’ve said things like this before and while I do not like to admit it, I pretty much ignore it while telling myself I’m doing it. It does take more than a small bit of effort to meet with them everyday, even though it is only one half hour. I’m sure you know how it is, there are only so many half hours in a day and they are mostly booked in advance. Furthermore, it is almost never one half hour. It is often double that or more. I realize that is more about me enjoying the exquisite loveliness of their energy than them overstaying their allotted time. Nevertheless, it is time consuming.

Today is the 15th of November and as I read back through these entries from the 8th through today, I realize they are saying something of importance and perhaps you’d like to follow along.

My entry from November 8 follows:

Higgins popped in this morning asking to talk. They had John scribe some notes. In particular they stated that they are not currently in their final state of communication for the Knowledge Phase. They ask some things of me. They ask me to meditate for minimum 15 minutes followed immediately by 15 minutes of writing. This writing is apparently to come from them…not sure about that.

Then they also seem to want the backwards counts to continue at night. I don’t recall whether I’ve mentioned this. They ask me to count backwards as I go to sleep. This slows my mind down so they have access as I become increasingly drowsy.

Finally, they ask me to clarify how I wish to share them. Public speaking? Writing? What format would I like to use to share them?

In that vein, I am sitting this evening with laptop in my lap. Let’s see what happens.

Hello Higgins.

Hello Friend.

-Thank you for sitting with us in this way this evening.

-Some things for you to know. You are on the right track with your health. Keep going in this direction. (Food, exercise)

-You are safe. It is okay to let go. Your soul will easily slip back into your body. In and out. It will become easy and not scary.

-Do not lose focus. But first, clarify what your desires are. Then it will be easier to focus. Do not worry that you will somehow choose wrong, the method by which you share us. That is impossible. Give us some parameters to work with. Choose things that make your heart happy.

-it is hard to focus when you are not certain what you want. Get certain. You will choose one of the paths, or more, that we discussed prior to your birth. You cannot choose a wrong direction.

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