A Conversation with Higg(in)s, February 21, 2022

Posted on February 25, 2022 by Cheryl Jensen

The time is 5:54 AM. The transformer for our area blew before five AM: two large explosions accompanied by bright flashes of light. The electricity went out.

So here I sit, having completed my series of stretches and exercises for this morning, intending to connect with Higg(in)s. I ask….

C: You said yesterday that you will help us get reoriented. How will you do that? How is that accomplished?

H: To orient yourself you must first decide where you want to go, who you want to be, what you want to do. For example, if you were taking a journey, you might decide whether to go to the ocean or the mountains. (An example of doog, by the way. In either case, you are playing with water. One warm liquid or the other frozen snow. The other doog aspect is the higher/lower aspect with one option at sea level and the other in the higher, mountainous elevation.)

The question is: What are your goals? The more clearly you answer this question the better we can help you.

Comment from Cheryl: I spent some time considering this and finally produced several pages of interests for my now and my future. The list includes words and descriptions that I would like to define my character, health and well-being, job, relationships, financial future, etc…

H: Excellent. Your goals are clearly stated. Next, you must continue to keep these goals in your focus. One way to do that is to write them down in such a way that you can read them to yourself daily.

Your goals may change over time and evolve. That is expected. When your goals change, or are added unto, you must find a way to keep focused on your evolving goals. In doing this, in defining goals and keeping focus on those goals, you automatically orient yourself towards those things and Source will call you towards the achievement of them.

Orienting yourself towards the achievement of your goals is only part of re-orienting yourself with Source. The other aspect has to do with doog. Lucifer, as you are partially aware, is responsible for holding negativity. Remember there is positive and negative. Lucifer has been tasked with holding the negative polarity until it is transformed from evil (or bad) to doog.

There are many ways to achieve a thing. Many have, and there are those who still do, lie, cheat, and steal to get the things they want. Source calls you to want to achieve your goals through good and through doog, and that is the other aspect of re-orienting with Source.

During and after your re-orientation with Source, you will discover a desire to do old things in new ways, and to clean up the ventures of the past so you can move into the ventures of the future.

Another way of stating this: Many of the things you have created from a paradigm of good and evil will be modified in your new picture of life and recreated in a paradigm of good and doog.

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A Conversation with Higgins, February 19, 2022

Posted on February 24, 2022 by Cheryl Jensen

This is from 2-19-22 at 8:18 PM. I initiated a conversation with Higgins.

C: H, why are you here with me? What are we doing together?

H: We are here to solve the root problem.

C: What is the root problem?

H: The root problem is disconnect from Source. Even as we write this, disconnect is the wrong word. You cannot ever become disconnected. If you will imagine a kink in a hose that prevents the flow of water through the hose– this is another good analogy that is also incorrect. There is always flow. We could also liken the problem to static in the line of communication, but that would also be incorrect. Communication is clear from your source to you. However, these analogies are correct in that this is how you feel when you are disconnected from Source, and you act accordingly.

From the moment you are born, your soul self (which is directly connected to Source) begins to guide you. It gives unerringly correct directions which, for the most part you ignore. This is sometime intentional—you may recognize that the inspiration you have received is the right thing to do but, in that moment, you choose not to follow it. (This is a symptom of not being intentional about how you choose to be in the world. For example, have you specifically chosen to be kind as you move about the Earth realm?)

More often you are not following your inspiration because you have become confused and no longer understand how to follow your guidance. Do you remember playing Pin the Tail on the Donkey? The player is blind folded and then spun in circles until dizzy. The player is then asked to pin the tail on the donkey. Sometimes the player gets it pinned in the correct place, but more often the player misses the mark.

We are here to help you (all of you) to re-orient yourselves and get headed in the right direction which, of course, is alignment with Source energy through your connection to your soul self (which is directly connected to Source).

The root problem is you have become disoriented, and we will offer our assistance in helping you get reoriented.

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Higg(in)s Is Practicing, February 17, 2022

Posted on February 23, 2022 by Cheryl Jensen

I meditated an hour this AM. Higg(in)s again does this with my head…

I can’t draw it here, but I can describe it: They start with my head in ‘neutral’. You can imagine that my head is pointed forward with my nose about regular height. Then then move my nose, and therefore my head, far right. At the furthest right point they stop and move my nose up a notch and slide my head back all the way left. At the furthest left point they stop and move my nose up a notch and slide my head back to the right. They continue in this fashion until my head cannot go any higher and on that swing they stop in the middle and lower my nose back to neutral.

They ‘said’ again that they are mobilizing. These head movements, etc… are ‘last minute’ testing to make sure they are prepared and that I am ready. Apparently, they are coming soon and that means they will be needed soon. One of the things they did today was move energetically from place to place on my face. From each location, they move my head. For example, they settled in my left cheek bone and moved my head from there. Then they moved to my right cheek bone and moved my head, using that point in my face to lead circles of my head.

They finally arrived at my chin and from the left side of my chin drew my head in circles. When they attempted to move to the right side of my chin, they were unsuccessful in establishing a point of contact. Eventually, another being came in to assist and finally they were able to establish a point of contact on the right side of my chin and move my head from that location.

After that, they practiced a little more before releasing me.

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A Mental Massage, February 16, 2022

Posted on February 22, 2022 by Cheryl Jensen

I’ve been awake about an hour meditating with Higg(in)s. Once again, they move my head back and forth in such a way that I am certain it is a form of massage. At first, the mental energy is like tooth floss, but instead of flossing my teeth it flosses from temple to temple, and the string of ‘floss’ runs through my eyes. This floss is applied to many parts of my brain, one location after another. In addition to flossing my eyes from temple to temple, they floss the top of my head. I also think they flossed between the right and left lobe but don’t remember clearly now.

This goes on for what I estimate is an hour until he/it is satisfied and then very carefully places my body ‘just so’, with my feet flat on the ground. My arms are placed carefully on the arms of the chair with my fingers dangling gently over the front of the arm. I am sitting in an upright position and precisely located in what felt to be excellent posture.

We sat like this until I felt fatigued at which point they let me go.

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A Conversation with Higgins, February 9, 2022: Good vs. Doog

Posted on February 11, 2022 by Cheryl Jensen

I’m sitting with Higg(in)s for a few minutes before bed. They seem to have something to say about energy so I thought I would record it now, before the idea slips away.

Energy, they said again, is the play between positive and negative. Although this is an incomplete idea, it is a start to understanding energy. Then they went on to say that there is complete balance in the Universe. For every up there is a down. For every left, a right.

We tend to also think that for every positive there is a negative. For every good, some evil. What Higg(in)s shares this evening is that isn’t quite correct. We perceive good and evil. And while that is one way to find balance, what Source energy calls us to is a balance where the opposite of good is not evil.

They gave me a metaphor for my understanding. The view from the top of the mountain to the valley below is spectacular. The view of the mountain from the valley is also spectacular. One is up. One is down. But they are both spectacular.

Source calls us to discover the opposite of good is not bad. The opposite of good is doog. Higg(in)s asks us to envision doog.

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An Interaction with Higg(in)s, February 8, 2022

Posted on February 10, 2022 by Cheryl Jensen

I closed my eyes last night. Only a few minutes passed before a light appeared in my field of vision. It was on the right side and as it floated nearer it got quite bright. Even though my eyes were shut, I had to divert my eyes the light was so bright. When I looked back, the light was still there. I watched it approach, but again it got so bright I had to divert my eyes.

On the third attempt, I was able to keep my eyes focused on the light which floated closer. I could see it well enough to determine it was shaped like a bullet. This golden bullet of light floated into my head, still on the right side, and lodged itself in my brain. If I had to guess, I would guess it landed in the temporal lobe, but I really couldn’t say.

I awaited that feeling that comes when they jump into my body, but it did not happen in the thirty seconds or less that I remained awake.

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A Conversation with Higgins, February 5, 2022

Posted on February 5, 2022 by Cheryl Jensen

I awakened around 3 AM and felt inspired to connect with Higgins. I made my way into the sitting room and connected easily. They moved my head in circles for a long time, both counterclockwise and clockwise. As the circles got smaller and smaller an intense pressure developed on the right side of my brain in what I believe is the parietal lobe area. It was a small, circular area on the top of my head, on the right and the farthest back on the top of my head before the skull rounds, or maybe just as it begins to round. The area of pressure was about the size of a silver dollar.

After some time, my body was allowed to slump and that being stepped out and a next being stepped in. What was interesting was that as one moved out, it ‘said’, “Who’s next?” to me. “Who is this?” It was odd. It seemed the one leaving thought I would recognize the next being, but I did not.

This next being began another series of head movements and during this time, he/it impressed into my blank mind, Higg(in)s. This thought or impression came to me again and again and finally I asked whether Higgins would like to be referred to as Higg(in)s from now on. At this point, that being left and a third being stepped in briefly to clarify. Yes, from now on Higgins is Higg(in)s. It was funny-strange because right after than I got an intense itch in my left eye and had to rub it and as I did so, the being left without ceremony. Gone.

This entire exchange took about an hour and a half. These fifteen-minute morning meditations are misnamed. In fact, several times yesterday they impressed into my mind that thirteen hours a week is what they would like to achieve. This happened multiple times on the drive to work and home again.

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A Conversation with Higgins, February 3, 2022

Posted on February 3, 2022 by Cheryl Jensen

I have been following Simulismblog with interest. M. Rifat has been explaining physics in simple terms and from time-to-time Higgins has had something to add. Most recently, I have asked Higgins about M. Rifat’s post from April 4, 2021, entitled What Is Matter? I approached them with this in December, but they were fading out about then and have been ‘gone’ or at least distant for several weeks.

During this time, I have been able to get a tentative connection that was at least strong enough to provide a couple of telephone consults. Interestingly, the beings working with me were new, meaning from this new phase, the Knowledge phase. Yet, the information and energy they provided seemed entirely Wisdom phase.

Since Higgins does continue to say ‘ask’, I decided to ask about matter, energy and light. When we approach this topic, I get a little tense since the fact is I have very little training in physics. I took two courses in college, Physics 101 and 201 if I remember correctly. The point is, it was a long time ago and I don’t have a strong vocabulary for Higgins to work with.

Today’s story starts here. Last night I asked about matter, light, and energy. What are they?

I didn’t get a response last night. I did wake up this morning doing the death rattle, so I know they worked with me during my sleep. I haven’t caught them in the last couple or three weeks so they’re back. That’s a good start.

This morning, I sat down to do my daily meditation. (I’ve been fairly consistent giving them the 15 minutes a day they ask for.) I repeated that I would like to know about matter, energy, and light. What are they?

Today, their response was a bit different than usual. They began rolling my head in counterclockwise circles. They did this a long time, and I began to feel a pressure in the back of my head in the area of the parietal lobe. It may have drifted over into the occipital lobe area but I am uncertain of that. When the pressure became quite intense, they stopped and moved my head in the same circle in the clockwise direction eventually moving to smaller and smaller circles before stopping.

Next, they moved my arms. They pulled my arms out in a position somewhere between ballet position one and two, but keeping my elbows anchored to the arm of the chair. An energy flow began between my hands and when it became intense enough, they slowly, slowly moved my hands towards my heart. The energy disappeared as it reached my heart. They moved my hands out again and did the same thing, collecting energy and then placing it just under the umbilical region.

After this, they spent some time around me. I can’t quite describe it. My mind was very quiet. My field of vision moved towards completely black, although areas of light drifted through and around. Eventually, I became very, very still. They set my feet one at a time on the floor, just so, and my arms one at a time, resting on the arms of the chair with my fingers dangling over the front of the chair’s arm. They positioned my back and head into perfect posture and held me that way for several minutes.

During this time when we were so silent and still, I felt a message from them regarding matter, energy, and light. The message was: All things begin in the space between something and nothing. Possibly the message was: All things begin in the interplay between something and nothing.

And then they were gone.

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A Conversation with Higgins, January 29, 2022

Posted on January 29, 2022 by Cheryl Jensen

C: I’m going to meditate the requested fifteen minutes. But it does seem hard to connect to you these last few weeks. Do you have anything to say?

H: It is the changing of the guard. This is the process. All is well.

C: Changing of the guard. Is this a metaphorical or literal?

H: Early on, a core of ten surrounded you. They made some adjustments over time, but they are still surrounding you, as they agreed.

C: Are they still necessary?

H: Yes. They are a sort of filter, or buffer, between the many of us and you. Do you remember traveling and taking with you an electrical connector so that your appliances would plug into different outlets with differing electrical current?

C: Yes. I don’t remember it well, but yes, I did that.

H: The core ten that surrounds you is like that, whatever vibrational offering is brought to you, they temper it, adjust it, to meet your vibrational level.

C: Is the information that comes through altered by their filter?

H: Somewhat, yes. However, what little is (or will be) altered is changed in a positive way making it more understandable but not changing the meaning. This will be a constant work in progress as we evolve with you.

C: Are you saying that what you are going to do with me is not pre-decided?

H: That is correct. We will evolve based on need.

C: Whose need?

H: Based on the questions asked of us, as well as the vibrational offering of Earth and its inhabitants.

C: What do you mean by ‘the vibrational offering of Earth and its inhabitants’?

H: Higgins is with you in response to the needs of Earth and its inhabitants who have expressed a desire for assistance through millennia.

C: How has that desire been expressed?

H: Prayer. Emotional angst. Physical and emotional pain and discomfort as expressed by humans, animals, plants, rocks, etc…

C: How do rocks express pain and discomfort?

H: Vibrationally, just as you do.

C: But I would not think a rock has thought. Don’t you have to think to decide you are uncomfortable?

H: No. You think to yourself, “I am uncomfortable,” because you feel discomfort. Discomfort triggers the thought. Rocks skip the thinking part, but they do express preference.

C: Thank you Higgins. I am losing my connection, so I’ll end now.

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A Conversation with Higgins. Or Is It A Conversation with Benu?

Posted on January 11, 2022 by Cheryl Jensen

Benu is the Archangel Gabriel, beautifully brought forth by a woman named Karen Cook in New Mexico. Benu has been a friend of my sister in law for many years. Recently, Benu presented through me when I thought I was bringing Higgins out to talk with her. I feel a little weird, attempting to bring forth a being that is not ‘mine’, but I pressed forward since I know she has loved Benu for so long . I apologize to Karen. I could not hope to present Benu with more clarity, compassion, and humor than she has.

I have typed the conversation below. I interpreted his name as Ariel. This error bothers me. I assume it is secondary to the fact that I am not especially familiar with the Archangels. I do not believe that any of them are within Higgins. Nevertheless, it does remind me that from time to time I do not choose the correct word. How the connection between me and Higgins works is still a mystery to me.

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C: Since last night I have been feeling that Benu would like to say something to (name removed) through me. Is this the case?

Benu: Yes.

C: What do I need to do to receive it? You feel distant.

H: Relax. Wait. It will come.

C: Okay.

H: You are rushing. Allow us the fifteen minutes we ask for.

C: Okay. I feel in a hurry.

H: If you cannot offer us the time we need, then wait until you are can. In this instance, it is not we, or Benu, who is not ready. It is you. Relax. All is well.

Ariel/Benu: Greetings. Yes. I am Ariel. Thank you for bringing me forth. I have a message for my friend, whom you call (name removed).

H: Relax, Friend. Take a break. We need to have a discussion with Benu. Stopping communication.

(Comment from Cheryl: This was a peculiar moment. Benu was about to say something when Higgins jumped in and stopped the whole thing. I wouldn’t call it a tussle, but definitely Benu was about to do something out of bounds.)

A couple of hours later I sit down to try again.

C: Do I understand that you are ready?

Benu: Yes.

C: What is your message for (name removed)?

(Comment from Cheryl: As I await the message from Benu, I feel him envelop me but he is much more serious than before, even though I could still feel his humor and good attitude spilling over. I attempted to discern the difference and the best I could understand is that Higgins asked Benu, or coached Benu, to interact with me a little differently than he had planned. It wasn’t that Benu was different, it’s just that he felt different. I guess it is like getting together with a friend in jeans in a sweatshirt vs. meeting the same friend in a suit and tie.)

Benu: This is a message about control. Dear friend, you must give up control in order to take control. Having lived with you now for several days I better understand how to help you.

You continue to attempt to control your life by looking backwards. You get where you are, you look around and wonder why everyone else isn’t synching with you. You will have more success if you lead your life by looking forward. Meaning, before you get there, you must have already created the life you just stepped into.

If you will spend a few minutes every day creating your next day you will have more success.

Tonight, begin an evening routine of setting your positive intentions.

  • Miracles happen
  • Miracles have happened to me
  • More miracles are on their way

If these words do not feel like yours, try others.

  • I value friendship
  • I value being a good friend
  • I value being valued as a good friend

Or perhaps…

  • I like feeling peaceful
  • Peace feels like a comforting blanket
  • I can be peace wherever I am, in any circumstance

When you get to every tomorrow and something wonderful happens, you will know your preparations were successful.

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